Green Peas ♥

2012-01-23T00:30:00.011+08:00

Finally finished this drama ,
步步惊心 .
I took few months to finish it -.-
Seriously,
this drama is super super nice and awesome .
OHMYGOD .

The ending of this drama is too sad ,
and I think the ending is kinda cruel for 步步惊心's fans
She can't meet him before her last breathe ,
he can't remember her anymore in modern life.

在时间面前，所有的刻骨铭心都随风而去了 .

Every time think of this drama and some of the touching moments ,
tears will fall automatically.

我知道所有人的结局，却惟独不知道自己的结局 .

最好不见，最好不念，如此才可不与你相恋，不见亦不散 .

若曦心中没有皇帝，没有四阿哥，只有拿去我魂魄的胤禛一人 .

若曦死在恂勤郡王的怀里 ):

恂勤郡王 ♥

" 若曦，如果有来世，你还会记得我吗？"

Rumors said got another version of this drama .
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
can't wait can't wait !

2011-10-31T15:24:00.007+08:00

Awwwwwwwwwww !
My blog is kind of dead blog,
HAHAHA !

BTW,
Happy Halloween !

Attended to a Halloween Party yesterday .
It was organized by Enni :D
super thanks to her and her parents !
It was my first time anyway .
It's kinda fun .
I was Stefan Salvatore 's girlfriend for yesterday night .
HAHAHAHA ♥
And then skipped school today .

2 weeks to go ,
then my Form 4 will officially END !
I'm waiting :D :D :D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

Enni's clown look is seriously, SCARY .

2011-08-21T19:58:00.008+08:00

21st Aug 2011 ,
went The Garden Hotel 's Grand Ballroom with ♥YeeLing .
We went for ♥Hyun Joong 's Fan Meeting .

I was so excited for this event .
It was just like a dream when I knew that I am able meet him .
I was so nervous,
totally can't describe my feeling at that moment .

When I stepped into the ballroom ,
I burst into tears ,
because I knew once I step into the ballroom ,
I can meet him ,
and I can achieved one of my dream .
and then ,
I met him !
Although he is so far away from me ,
at least I saw it through my eyes but not from screen ,
I heard his sweet voice through my ears but not from computer or television's speaker .
It's so damn true !

It's a memorable day for me .
I keep replaying the moment in my mind ,
it's super sweet and awesome .

the super sweet awesome moment will always be in bottom of my heart ♥

and super big thanks to ♥YeeLing accompany me to there .
~~ILY~~ !

2011-07-24T22:55:00.004+08:00

SS501 - 他们，她们 ♥

他们，对于我来说，是这个世界上最特别的存在。
这五个男子，如花般绽放在我苍白的生命里，
渲染了我一生的光彩。
带给我快乐，同时也带给我悲伤。
就像她说的：像一道光射入我的生命，
但同时，
也是我悲伤的源泉。
可是我心甘情愿悲伤，真的。

她们，是无数张我从来没有见过的面孔。
因为他们，她们团结起来守护那片耀眼的薄荷绿。
没错，我是她们中的一员，我们有个共同的名字：Triple S

他们说：有 ♥Triple S 的存在才有 ♥Double S！
她们说： ♥Triple S 是为 ♥Double S 而生的！

某一年，他们分开了。
她们永远也忘不了他们内疚的泪水，也忘不了那一声声的
“对不起，对不起。。。”

她们不舍的责怪他们，因为她们知道，他们的心里不比她们好过。
她们始终都记得他们说过的话：不管是 5 年还是 50 年，SS501 都不会分开！
当然，更记得他们的承诺。

后来，她们开始想念他们在一起的日子。
想念五个人站在一起的样子，
想念他们一起抽风的样子。。。
想念他们和她们一起经过的种种。
可是，即便是看起来永无止境的等待，她们也从未后悔过，直到现在都是。
她们说： ♥Double S 不离，♥Triple S 不弃。
我也是，我愿意在大洋彼岸，一直等下去。
幻想着，
某天，他们会一起站在舞台上，笑着说：大家好，我们是 ♥SS501！
而她们，坐在台下，大声呼喊着他们的名字，眼里有着许多莫名的感动。
一大片一大片的薄荷绿在黑暗中绽放独特的光芒，那是无数人用爱和相信汇成的力量。

我想，那天，不远了。

“ 她们。。。为什么会留下来？”
“ 因为，相信。”

★★★★★

2011-07-16T00:09:00.009+08:00

SS501，勿忘初心，直到永远

Believe is one kinds of love，Because love you，So I believe you。SS501。

“ 大家好！我们是 SS501！”
“ 大家好！我是 SS501 的 Leader 金贤重！”
“ 大家好！我是 SS501 的 Bad Boy 许永生！”
“ 大家好！我是 SS501 的中心金奎钟！”
“ 大家好！我是 SS501 的 Sexy Charisma 朴政珉！”
“ 大家好！我是 SS501 的忙内金亨俊！”

*****

再熟悉不过的开场白，甚至都能倒背如流，不论是在看直播还只在看视频时，总是会和着你们一起介绍，那已经成了一种习惯，直到现在也改不了的习惯，像是一种强力粘贴，紧紧贴着怎么甩都甩不开。我也习惯了它的存在。

五年，用了五年的介绍，谁五年重复听着一句话不会厌烦呢？我想说我就是那样，我不会烦，在听到 “ 大家好！我们是 SS501！” 时，心情会是很好的存在于我的心间内。现在的我，很想很想再听，再听到这句开场白跃进我的听觉范围里，飘到我的心坎里，那样我会感觉很幸福，不是吗？

去年的六月开始，我便陷入回忆之中。

会听着《Everything》想着你们的出道舞台，那青涩的模样还真是可爱；

会听着《 Snow Prince》想着你们在舞台上追逐跳跃的样子，那毫无遮掩的笑容从你们脸上显现；

会听着《世间的翼》想着你们为追逐梦想而拼命的练习，那一次次的声带训练在我脑海浮现；

会听着《 Deja Vu 》想到帅气的MV，那 “ DIBIDIBIDI ” 的中毒旋律挥之不去；

会听着《 Song For You 》想到很可爱的螃蟹舞，万人合唱 “ LALALALALA....” 的场面重现眼前；

会听着《 U R MAN 》想到成功转型的 Special 三人组，成熟帅气的气场让这张专辑获得了销量最多；

会听着《因为我太傻》想着自己，就是因为我太傻，才会对你们不离不弃；

会听着《 Love Like This 》时，下意识的用手比划 “L.O.V.E” 手势，想到五个人“ Rebirth” 的华丽舞台；会听着《只一天》而默默的流下感动的泪水；

会听着《豌豆星》而与你们齐声同唱 “ 成为我们的星星吧！不管在世界的那个地方” “ 24/7，From Monday to Sunday night，我们在一起就会幸福吧。” 这是你们一心一意专门写好送我们的歌曲，我心甘情愿的做那颗豌豆星；

会听着《 Let Me Be The One 》想到 2010.05.22 梦想舞台 Dream Concert 上你们的出现，以及绿家孩子们震撼的应援声，那一夜晚，是我们终身难忘的；

会听着《直到永远》潸然泪下，永生亲自填的词，很催泪。

然后想到2010.06.13，你们出道五周年的纪念会上，无论是你们还是TS们，都留下了比以往要多很多的眼泪，那一天，永生难忘；

然后再想到，我们所经历的风风雨雨，再想到，我们之间的约定，“ 我们要在一起50年，100年，500年 ……”

以上，就是从2011年6月到2011年现在，对你们快一年的回忆，我度过了一年没有五个人同台的日子，也不知，还要度过多少，多少这样的日子，但是我愿意，我愿意心甘情愿的等下去，这不会是一种煎熬，因为我知道，不管五个人什么时候归来，每度过一天，就离你们的回归又近了一天，所以我无悔我的选择。

我知道，你们的分开，是为了下一次的团聚，会是一个完美的团聚的。是吧？

一年，五个人不再一起活动，不在同一个经纪公司。说实话，你们都会不适应吧？只有一个人，没有了其他四个人的帮助，没有了和其他四个人的热闹，会很寂寞吧？没关系，我还在，TS还在。每个人，都以 SOLO 的形式重归舞台，重新出现在 TS 实现里，你们又作为一个 “ 新人” 站在了我们的面前。

一年，改变了那么多，原来不愿接受的、不敢面对的你们分开活动的强烈情绪也随着时间的长河流走消失。想着一年前自己面对你们的流言蜚语无可奈何流泪的摸样到现在的平静接受，开心看着一个接一个 COME BACK 的摸样，我发现，原来我是可以适应你们单独活动的。人还是你们，豆子还是我们，什么都没有变，变的只是形式而已。爱你们的心还在，没有变，相信你们的心还在，也没有变。

因为选择了爱，所以相信。初心还在，我们、你们亦是如此，对吗？

2010.01.20 ，朴政珉带着他的首张迷你专辑《 Not Alone 》回归，成为SS501里第一个发行SOLO专辑的成员，专辑里透露着我不孤单的信息。朴政珉，我们一直都在，从未离开。You're Not Alone！

2011.02.28 ，金亨俊《 Girl 》音源发布。

2011.03.08 ，金亨俊带着自己的第一张迷你专辑《 My Girl 》回归，原来在SS501的老幺撒娇可爱的形象完全不见，取而代之的是成熟男人的形象。我们的老幺长大了，更成熟了，不会忘记初心的你，也更努力了。

2011.04.03 ，朴政珉的生日庆祝会上，金亨俊去到了现场庆贺，你瞧，生日会上，总是会见到至少2个人的出现。彼此都有着牵挂，是不会离开的。

2011.05.01 ，中国各地 TS 后援会进行了快闪活动，纪念这个专属501的日子。告诉世界，中国TS一直坚守着SS501这五个男人。

2011.05.12 ，许永生带着首张MINI专辑《 Let It Go》回归，13 日COMEBACK 节目里，金奎钟，金贤重处在永生的 CB 现场，兄弟情义，永恒不变。永生 SOLO ，让我们眼前一亮。 BAD BOY 形象，再次出现，完美高音，依旧天籁。

2011.05.26 ，SS501 队长金贤重首张 SOLO 《 Break Down 》里的音源《 Please 》 MV 预告公布，霸气形象，华丽场景，让我真的感到自豪。金贤重，你有理由让我们骄傲！6月7日，《Break Down》MV 公布。

2011.05.20 ，金贤重首张SOLO专辑《 Break Down 》开始预售，30日预售数量到达7万张，你的力量，TS的力量，是不可小看的。

2011.04.11 ，金奎钟确定为日本版音乐剧《宫》的主演。现在，他正在努力着，我们的乖熊，要以不一样的形象与方式，出现在人们的视线中。

2011.06.07，也就是今天下午，金贤重举办了免费的SHOW CASE，邀请了4000名粉丝到场，SC上，永生、奎钟到达了现场，一起庆贺贤重，并为他庆祝了刚过去的26岁生日。SC上，久违了壮观的绿海再次出现，看到绿海的一瞬间，我眼泪决堤。

2011.06.08，也就是明天，距离明天的韩国时间还有整整30分钟，中国时间还有1小时30分钟，SS501出道六周年的日子就要到来。我还不知道，明天会发生什么，但是我知道，我不会忘记这个日子。我会记得，六年前的6.8，有五个男孩进入了人们的世界中，这五个男孩现在变成了男人，并且有着一群为他们为之疯狂的 TS 在追随者他们，记着每一天，关于他们的点滴。

新的旅程，已经开始。暂时分开的五个男人，只是在各自努力的继续着力量与光芒，只是在等待某一天，把所有继续着的力量，让我们等待的太久的 TS 开启。SS501，五位一体，一触即发。

“ SS501，我们要互相相信，不要担心，五个人永远是一体的。直到我们变成老爷爷、老奶奶也要在一起。我们五个人会以好的音乐。帅气的面貌来报答大家。”—— 金亨俊

“ SS501，少了一个，都不能组成一体。SS501，永远是一体的。”—— 金贤重

“小可爱们，我们一起变老吧！” —— 金奎钟

*****

你们有太多太多的话语，让我们选择相信；

你们有太多太多的感动，让我们选择追随；

谢谢，金贤重；

谢谢，许永生；

谢谢，金奎钟；

谢谢，朴政珉；

谢谢，金亨俊；

谢谢，SS501；

谢谢，Triple S；

感谢，有你们的存在，让我感受到不一样的爱；

感谢，你们的执着与努力；

感谢，你们的一切。

Triple S 们，以后，我们还要一起去看他们的演唱会，还去挥着薄荷绿色的气球，制造壮观的绿海，还去喊着我们的男人SS501，还去喊着，我爱你们，就算老得不能再老，成了一群老奶奶，我们还是心存感激的爱着SS501。现在的TS，任然感激遇见 DS。

SS501，豌豆公主。
Triple S，Double S。
♥

不可分割，生生世世。为你们存在，不管是女人们，姐姐们，还是孩子们，说好的，我们的爱，直到永远。

더블에스 501 ，사랑해요，영원토록。

Our time together is just never get enough.

Credit Post ,
SS501 baidu tieba .

2011-07-01T23:16:00.005+08:00

It's an article from a magazine .
I think it's not the latest magazine ,
but still touched by those words .

This article made me burst into tears ):

金亨俊野心运营家

顽童
出道五年多，亨俊已经成了众多新生偶像眼中的大前辈，只不过这位大前辈似乎比新人还闹腾。亨俊对自己的老幺身份尽职尽责，总是爱对 SS501 的哥哥们撒娇，以至于哥哥们一致认同亨俊的心理年龄还停留在幼儿阶段，并对其大加鄙视。话虽如此，哥哥们倒是很感谢亨俊的性格，要是成员闹别扭了，他们就会让亨俊去当传话筒。亨俊就想润滑剂，一定有办法让气氛好起来。

不理会别人诧异的眼光，亨俊依然坚持自己的本色。他对电脑游戏知之甚少，却固执得想要成为职业玩家。新鲜感还没过去，他就因为日程繁忙没能好好练习游戏惹教练发了火，还连带朋友一起挨骂。因为歉疚，一向油嘴滑舌的亨俊马上安静下来，投入游戏练习中了。只不过让一个孩子长久呆着不动太难了，三分钟之后亨俊边发挥他无敌的 “ 遗忘本能 ” ，又像无尾熊一样趴着教练了。他的字典里好像从来没有 “ 怕 ” 这个字，第一次见到冠军游戏玩家，马上提出向对方挑战，虽然最后被打得落花流水，亨俊的笑容却异常灿烂：“ 哇，真不愧是世界冠军，真是太棒了！我也要继续努力，争取早日达到他的水平！”

作为 “心情派” 的代表人物，相对于批评，称赞对亨俊更有意义，常常让他释放出不一般的能量。在 [深夜的 Idol ] 中，亨俊输了游戏所以要公开素颜，本来有些小担心的亨俊在听到众人的称赞之后，立刻发扬表扬与自我表扬相结合的精神，大力夸赞起自己来。那以后的录制中，亨俊完全抛弃了拘束感，了不起的口才也得到发挥，赢得赞声一片。亨俊的鬼点子很多，他总是用玩笑调剂生活。只要有镜头他就冒充起范，已经被拆穿了还扯谎说人家起范腿受伤了，由他代替起范上节目。直到起范本人出现开骂，他才“耐~耐~耐~（音）” 地答应，一脸不情愿地走开。和起范一起，亨俊发火也是初丁级的：“ 这家伙，连亲哥哥也不放在眼里！喂，金起范，把我买给你的东西全部还给我！” 虽然淘气，亨俊仍然有着自己的坚持——真实。

最近亨俊在节目里坦诚了自己的初吻，并且详细地描述了每一个细节。当 MC担心他偶像形象的时候，亨俊反而一派轻松：“ 我都已经24岁了，要是还没有初吻，我不就有问题了么，我可是正宗男子汉！”

全心出发
2010年对于亨俊来说是个坎，随着金贤重签约新公司，SS501的成员们正式踏上单飞的道路。从出道到登上韩国最高舞台，再到红遍亚洲的韩流明星，SS501的每一步都值得记忆，这一点亨俊心里比谁都清楚。如今要以“金亨俊”这个名字独自活动，对于未来的不确定无疑让亨俊有了超乎寻常的压力。然而就在这个时候，朴容夏自杀的消息传开。朴容夏和亨俊亲如兄弟，他的离去对亨俊是个重大的打击。直到现在，只要一想起朴容夏，亨俊还是会止不住地落泪。在那以后，亨俊休息了很长时间，只保留了一个电台节目。Fans 能够理解亨俊的想法，伤口是需要时间平复的。可随着时间过去，亨俊广播中的声音依然透着一丝疲惫，Fans 开始躁动不安，担心亨俊这次会不会撑不过去。终于在舆论爆发前夕，亨俊回来了，带着灿烂的笑容。

在休息期间，亨俊做得最多的事情就是思考，深深地思考，为家人、为朋友、为自己。经历了伤痛，亨俊变得坚强。即使要掉眼泪，也决不让笑容从唇边消失。亨俊也更关心身边的人，想让身边的人感到温暖。他签了新的公司，对今后的发展也做了明确规划。对于音乐，亨俊从来没有放弃的念头，他把那段时间心情整理起来，持续着歌词创作。除了当艺人之外，亨俊和起范还合力开了一家公司，想要往更广的方向探索。 SS501 的成员们分开发展，亨俊从没质疑过大家的选择：“ 人生是不可能预测的，而且组合在成立的时候对成员们的定位就是多方面的，如今只是去发掘自己的多方面而已。”

现在成员们之间还是经常通电话，聊的话题也和从前一样。而且我们只是分开发展，SS501是永远不会解散的。” 尽管很难，亨俊还是想以“ 金亨俊 ” 这个名字得到认可。他开始频繁地活动，到各地举行歌迷见面会，告诉那些等待已久地人们：全新的金亨俊出发了！

角色再造
曾经高喊着羡慕金贤重，这次机会终于落到了亨俊身上。休息归来的亨俊绝大部分时间都花在音乐剧 [Cafe In] 的练习上了，这部由姜志焕参与制作的音乐剧曾在日韩两边反映良好，因而也聚集了更多审判与审视的目光。从几年前开始就有很多要亨俊出演音乐剧的提议，但他当时日程也紧，有着到底能不能做好这种担心，所以没能参加，这次终于可以出演了。首次亮相戏份比重又大，亨俊有些负担，像是在冒险。音乐剧对亨俊是一个艰难的挑战，只有在表演过程中感情到位了，演员的歌声才能表现出应有的感情。特别是这次亨俊要同时饰演两个不同的角色，还要挑战专业演员也紧张的吻戏，着实艰难。

随着音乐剧公演时间临近，亨俊也越发地紧张起来：“ 站在歌手舞台上和站在音乐剧演员的舞台上感觉很不一样，这种感觉就好像是时差。在观众们鼻子跟前被看着，观众就变成了教导主任一样，得快点降低负担感才行，” 同队的政玟曾经作为音乐剧演员活动过，并且大受表扬。被问到会不会产生竞争心理的时候，亨俊回答的很坦率：“知道他受欢迎很开心，不过我全身投入的话也会变得更成熟的。这次我在剧中的一个角色叫政珉，所以倍感亲切。”

全能野心爆发
除演技之外，亨俊在其他领域的挑战仍在进行。转眼间他主持[Music High]已经近两年了。最开始他连台本都看不明白，还被听众笑是“金结巴”，甚至闹过现在是《Love Ya》的SS501这首歌的笑话。但现在大家已经习惯到点就转到他的频道，沉浸于他聊天般的主持风格。虽然也有人批评亨俊的言行，说“搞不清楚金亨俊到底是个什么样的人”这一点让亨俊很受伤，不过乐天派的亨俊还是笑着安慰自己：“没关系，其实我也不知道自己到底是怎么样的人，呵呵！”

在广播界已经游刃有余，亨俊马上进军艺能界。只是在[深夜的Idol]中，他依然脱离不了老幺的地位，而且作为队里唯一的偶像亨俊总被哥哥姐姐们欺负，有什么事就先把他推出来，惩罚也是他担着。为了能当上只有五个同学的班级的班长，他窃笑着用联谊贿赂工作人员，败北后仍心有不甘的碎碎念；和 INFINITE 的后辈们进行枕头大战，前一秒还瞪着眼睛：“喂！我可是你们的前辈呀！”后一秒就毫不客气地用枕头砸向 DJ DOC 前辈的后脑勺。看着他露出的奸笑，人们不禁怀疑亨俊那无辜的眼神只是一种伪装，君子报仇，十年不晚才最适合形容他！虽然胜负欲很强，可是亨俊好像和胜利没什么缘分。在节目时玩输了游戏的时候，一定要第一时间假装打电话给妈妈，哭诉自己的悲惨遭遇。为了逃避惩罚，他还蹲在地上装出一副可怜的样子对年纪小的后辈大喊“ 哥哥 ”，结果最终还是被无情地推了一把，结实地摔了个屁股蹲儿！迅速起身，亨俊眼中火花爆发：“ 我一定会报仇的！（咬牙切齿） ”

在艺能节目中，亨俊认为自己最有存在感的时候就是单独进行游戏规则介绍的时候。为了他的主持野心，他会早早准备好台本，一有时间就偷瞄，背了一遍又一遍。只不过他的存在感已经被前辈们冠上“ 单独MC ”不可的名号，明明游戏规则只有几句话，可是经他的口一介绍就立刻变得复杂又难懂，不过这也算是亨俊的独特魅力不是么！

2011-06-09T10:33:00.004+08:00

whoa !
they finally released their Solo Album .

♥ SS501

HyunJoong, JungMin, HyungJun and YoungSaeng .
KyuJong to participate for the musical " Goong " in Japan .

*****

Park Jung Min

Not Alone
Release Date : 20th January 2011

Tracks # 6
1. Not Alone
2. Do You Know?
3. Everyday Is Christmas
4. Not Alone (Instrumental)
5. Do You Know? (Instrumental)
6. Everyday Is Christmas (Instrumental)

Wara Wara The, Park Jung Min
Release Date : 1st April 2011

Tracks # 7
1. Like tears are falling...
2. Go Go
3. Not alone
4. Do you know?
5. Everyday Is Christmas
6. Like tears are falling... (Instrumental)
7. Go Go (Instrumental)

Kim Hyung Jun

My Girl
Released Date : 8th March 2011

Tracks # 7
1. Angel (Feat. E-Tribe)
2. oH! aH!
3. Girl
4. Nobody but you girl (Feat. DOK2)
5. Heaven
6. oH aH (Instrumental)
7. Girl (Instrumental)

Heo Young Saeng

Let It Go
Release Date : 12th May 2011

Tracks # 5
1. Out The Club (Feat. Taewan)
2. Let It Go (Feat 4Minute's Hyuna)
3. Rainy Heart (Feat SS501 Kim Kyu Jong)
4. I'm Broken
5. Let It Go (Instrumental)

Kim Hyun Joong

Break Down
Release Date : 7th June 2011

Tracks #
1. Intro ( Let Me Go )
2. Break Down ( Feat Double K )
3. Please
4. Kiss Kiss
5. Yes I Will
6. Please (Instrumental)

Kim Kyu Jong

Kyu Jong will be the leading actor "Lee Shin" in musical Goong
during 11th June - 1st July in Kyoto, Japan.

2011-06-08T12:42:00.001+08:00

Today ,
June 8th ~

It had been
2190 days ,
52560 hours ,
3153600 minutes ,
189216000 seconds .

HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY !

6 years ago ,
a group with 5 handsome and talented boys was borned .

♥ SS501

Now all of them have success in their solo activities .
comeback soon ,
miss the moment when you boys together .

my darling , my wonderful you ,
the best thing that's happend to me yet .

You boys are Triple S 's worldwide sun (:

♥ LEADER KIM HYUN JOONG

♥ PRINCE HEO YOUNG SAENG

♥ CENTER KIM KYU JONG

♥ SEXY CHARISMA PARK JUNG MIN

♥ BABY KIM HYUNG JUN

In the dark ,
Pearl Light Green will always shining bright ,
waiting the day Double S return .

Double S + Triple S = FOREVER 영원히

~~Let's grow old together~~

2011-06-06T16:16:00.000+08:00

It's ♥HyunJoong Leader 's birthday today .

Leader ,
Happy Birthday .

It's his 26th birthday .
HAHHAHAHHA ,
Leader is officially 26-years-old .
(:

Your smile entices me ,
your warmth caresses me ,
you are the reason I see things positively .

~~iloveyou~~

Hoping that your birthday is as awesome as you are !

2011-05-11T13:44:00.001+08:00

HAHAHHA !
since you gave me a special post for my birthday ,
so Im here give you a special post for your birthday too !

* Ahem
First of all ,
glad to have you in my life :D
you are my first new friend in my secondary school ,
First friend i knew in CHS .

Form 1 until now ,
this 4 years ,
really many things happend between us .
Form 1 , I sat behind you ,
and our friendship began that time .
we start from normal friend , then became best friend ;
End of the Form 1 smthg happend between us , we argue , we became stranger ;
after one year stranger , we start all over again .
End of the Form 2 , we became normal normal friend again , then best friend .
And until now ,
we feel like cant lose each other in our lives .

Many unhappy things happend when we are in Form 1 ,
but somehow I still love it , so much .
I miss when we went library together that time but not for study ,
our PJK moment ,
we pull low our socks every last period ,
etc .

* Thanks for always be there for me when Im sad
* Thanks for being my best friend
* Thanks for trusting me no matter what

Uhm ,
nothing much to say .
sometimes words dont mean what you say anyway .
so ,
have a sweet 16th !

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY , SWEETIE ♥

sorry for cant give you an awesome birthday :(

2011-04-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY !

SS501's Sexy Charisma
PARK JUNG MIN

SWEET 25TH ,
~~my sweet love ♥~~

theywillreunitesomeday :)
Five United as One Forever ♥

2011-03-13T22:36:00.003+08:00

Aww ,
finally ,
my beloved cousin brother got married with Cammy JieJie :D

CONGRATULATIONS !

KC GorGor ♥ Cammy JieJie

******

May this day you share
be filled with love and laughter .
May all the days ahead
be happy ever after !

♥

~~iloveyou~~ ,
my lovely cousin brother and ah sou !

2011-02-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Blessed Birthday ,
to myself .
~~Im 16 years old~~ !

♥

woke up early today ,
cause slept early yesterday .
Then prepared for tuition .
Today ~~2 hours BM~~ ,
bored like crazy ,
just discuss karangan only .
:(

Then discuss until half ,
♥ Teacher Josie took laptop and went in the room ,
then switch off the light and played a video .
Awww !
It's birthday video .
Then ♥ Teacher Joyce took a Secret Receipe cake with candle went in the tuition room ,
we sang birthday song !
it's Chocolate Banana kekekke ~
it's warm and sweet .
Thanks alot teachers ! ♥

and I was thinking that if someone was there ,
it will be totally awesome and perfect :(

*****

After finished class ,
went home .
Then saw a cake's box on the table .
ooh ?
someone bought a cake for me ?
never care much that time cause I wanna go toilet !
so ran to my room's toilet cause toilet at the study room there got problem .
After that my sister asked me go in to the study room ,
cause my cake was there .
weirdo ?
Once I push the door and walked in ,
sdly saw peoples hold a cake and shout HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me .
LOLS !
then got candle extinguished ,
one guy go and lighted up the candle .
Now only I can look properly at their face .

Awww ,
♥ YeeLing , ♥ Bobo , ♥ CheeWeng and ♥ Clement .

Sang birthday song again ,
but they like feel very embarrass .
HAHAAHHA !
The cake ,
Chocolate Banana again !
my favourite !
We took some photos ,
ate cake .

We took a drink and went to my room .
opened all the present ,
Thanks guys .
I love it so much :D
5 of us talked in the room ,
talked some LOL thingy -.-
After that my sister fetched us to Tropicana City watched movie ,
" I Am Number Four " .
While waiting for the movie ,
we found a restaurant sat down and talk talk .
HAHAHAH ,
talked bout our future mahjong life with ♥ YeeLing .
After finished eating ,
then we walked around and took some pictures .

Movie started !
Forgot to bring my spectacle ,
my hard to watch .
hahahh ,
this movie so damn yeng !

my rate : 3.9 / 5

Finished movie we went Wings Music Cafe .
really enjoyed much there ,
chit chat with my loves one with music ,
how sweet HAHHHAHA !
We sat there for 2 hours only cause ♥ Bobo cant stay until late night .
Before we leave I did smthg really crazy ,
I think ?
HAHAHAH !
me and ♥ YeeLing so damn hyper ,
we even ran at the street and shout !
and that time got abit wind ,
how lovely and cute :D

Really really dont wanna send them back to school and go home T-T
but no choice ,
still have to send them .
Sister drop them at school ,
then said byebye and thank you ,
went home .

*****

Back home then online ,
cause needa reply Facebook Bday wishes !
ohmygod ,
I replied until midnight 4am smthg HAHAHAH !
I used 4 hours to replied ,
cause Im chatting with a stupid horse .
ewh .
he is the ~~daib - est horse that I ever seen~~ .

We talked a lot bout Form 1 thingy .
~~I love my Form 1 moment~~ ,
~~I miss my Form 1 moment~~ ,
although some bad things happend that year ,
it's really sweet yet fun .
I never though that you still rmb so well ,
HAHAHAH so sorry man x)
nevermind we create our new sweet memory start from now okay :D

Then invited one guy to the conversation .
I never add his MSN ,
so the horse gave it to me .
ohmygod !
sad email address la HAHAHHAA !
no one miss me forever ?
lolololololloolll !
so funny man ,
cant stop laughing when I got the email address .
3 of us talked some funny and daib things ,
ohmygod , I love KM 's horse photo .

We chatted until 4am smthg ,
horse dc-ed and dont want on back ,
then me and KM chatted a while then gtg ,
so just stop here .
Hope we'll got another chance to chat again (:

*****

That's all for my birthday .
HAHAHAH I like got extra 4 hours for my birthday le .

Thanks ♥ MunHoow , ♥ ChengLi , ♥ WoonHow , ♥ Boon , ♥ YinYan and ♥ Liyin .
I got you guys present ,
I know it's full of love :D

*****

Thanks guys ,
I really really appreciate it .
Rather than words like thank you and I love you .
if only you could understand the meaningful matters ,
it'd be really lovely .

A day that full of joy ,
A day that full of laughter .
It's all because of you guys .
super Thanks my family ,
Thanks my friend ,
and Thanks for all the wishes ,
I really had a sweet sweet 16th !

♥♥♥♥♥

I'M 16 YEARS OLD !

2011-02-24T14:44:00.000+08:00

Dear KyuJong ,

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY !

Let's celebrate your birthday ,
because without it I'd never have met you .

Best Center Ever !
ILOVEYOU ♥

2011-02-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

Just few days only ,
but alot of things happend ,
the bad bad one .
I thought everything will be fine and it's okay now ,
Apparently , I was wrong .
Everyone is giving up ,
giving up their dreams , friendship etc .

Today ,
the day I'd waited for so long .
But nothing special happend ,
that's not I wanted for tonight .
Im in a very very bad mood now /:
Im just sad ,
without any reason .
I know Im stupid ,
I just a fool .
So ,
this will be the first and also last time ,
I will think about you and sad for you .
IM DISAPPOINTED ,
BUT I WILL BE OKAY ,
I GUESS ?

Until now ,
Im still wondering ,
Im still asking myself ,
Will we know each other ?
and when will we know each other ?
LOLS !

A broken heart ,
and never gonna fix back .
I realise that my heart cant accept you anymore .
I cant trust you anymore .
Your words really hurt me deeply ,
It's been almost one month ,
I know every bad things should be forget ,
but my broken heart is not healing .
I feel that I only can accept you as normal friend ,
just normal friend ,
I dont want to be like this too .
I'd tried my best .

Ewh !
~~BAD BAD DAY~~ !
Really hope that everything will be fine .

Im really depressed .

2011-02-01T23:53:00.009+08:00

First day of February !
Aww !
I've been waiting for so long .
I just love February !
Cause ♥ YoungSaeng new solo album will be release in February :D
and ♥ KyuJong birthday too !
kekekke ~

2 days to CNY !
Done with my CNY shopping !
I just bought 2 shirt cost rM 50 ,
then daddy gave me RM 500 -.-
Dont know why dont really feel like buying shirts .
I still cannot find a shirt that I seriously like .

So ,
just now went tuition .
Aww !
The moment he looked at me ~
SO SHY !
wth -.- just forget about it

AND THEN ,
falls sick AGAIN /:
I just recover 2 weeks ago .
This 2 days really not feeling well ,
OHMYGOSH !
SUFFER /:
The moment when Im " suffering with sickness ",
got people text me stupid and asked me go online .
WHAT A ~~HEARTLESS RABBIT~~ !

The HEARTLESS RABBIT keep asked me to online ,
said wanna give me see a picture .
The rabbit sounds so nervous -.-
the moment I got the picture ,
I just like
~~WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH~~ !

RABBIT ,
I GIVE YOU BACK A PICTURE :D
YOU SURE LIKE IT !

Just found out that Gavy NJ 's songs quite nice !
:D

Nothing special happend nowadays ,
everything remains the same .
Nothing good happend ,
and bad one remains the same .
Kinda bullshit !

♥ LEADER ,
WHERE ARE YOU ?
IMY ):

MUSIC HIGH SWEET TIME !
♥ HYUNGJUN 'S VOICE SO SWEET !

♥ JUNGMIN 'S FIRST SOLO ALBUM IS SO AWESOME !

PITY ♥ KYUJONG AND ♥ YOUNGSAENG ,
GONNA ARRIVE IN PHILIPPINES AT 11.05AM on 3 FEBRUARY !
FIRST DAY OF CNY :(

♥ SS501 ,
Five Superstars United as One Forever !

2011-01-16T16:02:00.002+08:00

That was just a dream ,
a dream that will never come true .

2011-01-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

She always so important than me to you ,
right ?
No matter how hard I've tried ,
No matter how many sweet memories we had before ,
No matter how many times you tell other peoples about her bad attitude ,
She still always so high above me in your heart ,
right ?
You make me feel like im a very very bad girl ,
like I asked you to hate her ,
like I asked you dont be so close with her .

Seriously ，
I get hurt this time .
My heart pain ,
it's really pain .
It's just like ,
a broken heart .

Perhaps Im thinking too much again ?
Maybe I just need some time ,
to forget everything .
I will be fine ,
I guess ...

2011-01-02T23:55:00.004+08:00

Aww ,
Tmr is the first day of my High School !
Goona rocks my High School life ,
with you girls , you guys and you women !

HAPPY SCHOOLING EVERYONE !

2011-01-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH !
School reopen very very very very soon .
Holiday end ,
SO UPSET !

Then ,
Im so confused now .
I dont know what to do now .
I feel like wanna transfer .
You really hurt me so deep ,
I dont know how to face you ,
and I dont feel like wanna face you .
You want to be with her right ?
GO THEN !
I want a new enviroment !

After school reopen ,
cant wake up so late anymore ,
cant stay up until late night ady ,
cant be so free anymore ,
cant online everyday anymore ,
and the most important is ,
cant always stay up late to listen ♥ HyungJun's Music High anymore .

Im so completely depressed ,
Im so upset ,
Im so worried .
Wonder why my mum wants to bring me to this world .
I want to leave right now ,
so badly .
I cant stay there anymore .

So ,
now Im listening to ♥ HyungJun's Music High !

Aww ,
I wanna forget everything .
PEACE ,
where are you ?
HAPPINESS ,
where are you ?

I NEED IT NOW ,
SO BAD !

I guess I have to go watch some ♥ Double S 501 's video now .
They never fails to make me laugh .
♥

HAHAHHA , chest out stomach in -.-

OF COURSE !

HAPPY 2011 !

HAVE A GREAT YEAR !

2010-12-30T23:54:00.003+08:00

I should go for tuition today at 12pm ,
but too tired to wake up ,
and had nightmare ,
so texted teacher and asked her changed date .
HAHHA ,
I will wake up on time tmr :D

Then went for another class at 7pm .
After class finished at 9pm ,
got a call from someone .
And thent ,
my mood turns into a bad one ,
BAD BAD ONE .
I dont wanna talk with you ,
I dont wanna chat with you on MSN ,
I dont wanna text you .
Just ,
dont wanna think about you right now .
Wonder why whenever smthg happend you just will think about her ,
and you just wanna to be with her .
Last time is like that ,
and now .
Did you ever really care about my feeling before ?

SI ARNAB ,
I dont know will you see this onot ,
but please ,
dont be like this anymore okay .
Dont ever say that you wanna transfer la ,
think bout your future okay .
I hate to see you like this ,
so much !
Think properly yourself la ,
I know you wont listen to me .

Fnished my cup noodles ,
so it's ICE-CREAM time now ~
kekekke ~
Then gonna sleep after my ice-cream ,
needa sleep early le :(

Sdly miss the moment that we heart talk ,
but we wont gonna have it again /:

2010-12-29T23:43:00.002+08:00

Aww ,
wished Eric for his birthday ,
and then ,
he replied me !
:D

Went to tuition just now ,
but teacher let me watch Shaolin Soccer ,
but tmr class needa study ady T-T
feel lazy to study ):

Bought a pair of new school shoes today .
Ewh ,
damn ugly la .
I dont wanted to buy ,
but mummy keep said want ):

Then backed home ,
online and on Facebook .
Played the inbox number thingy .
Start to play that time abit regreat ,
cause dont know what to write .
But after that feel okay de la .
BTW ,
thats all my truth feeling for you all :D
HAHAHHA !

It's 12pm now !

VINCENT HO ,
HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY !
HAVE A GREAT ONE !

2010-12-26T23:24:00.001+08:00

Backed from Lumut and Pulau Pangkor ,
but no Christmas feel at all ,
just wished and get some wishes from my love`sss .
Aww ,
it's warm :D

Belated Blessed Christmas !

Uhmm ,
so many fishy fishy things happend at Lumut and Pulau Pangkor .
Ishh ,
gonna forget all those fishy things !
EWHHHH ~
Then saw Puan.Loh at Pulau Pangkor there ,
she still can recognize me ,
abit suprised muahahahha !

And then ,
I dont know what is the point of I read your blog everyday ?
why I need to read your blog everyday ?
why I cant forget your blog link ?
Your blog is just like a stranger 's blog to me ,
it's not about me .
what the hell am I to you ?
I wont believe to your words anymore ,
I wont believe to your promises anymore ,
I wont text you anymore .
I just dont know why I still care for you ):

WHAT AM I TO YOU ?!

2010-12-23T23:55:00.004+08:00

Aww ,
today went to school and took PMR result .
I thought I wont nervous or worried about that ,
but I get nervous as hell when ♥ MengTian got her result and get into the school hall .
Hmph ,
still okay with my result .
But I really really touched .
Thanks for you women support ,
Thanks for those wishes ,
and Thanks for the comfort .
That's meant alot ,
really .
Thanks alot guys ,
it makes me feel calm , safe and brave .

♥ Women
Thanks for the support and comfort
♥ Cassie
Thanks for the hug and comfort
♥ DW gorgor
Thanks for your wish .
I never think tio that you will wish me ,
Im touched and happy .
Although I got it after I backed from school ,
that's meant alot to me .
♥ ChengEn gorgor, MingChieh, KahChun
Thanks for you guys appear .
Im so scared and nervous that time ,
and sdly you guys appear .
Thanks :D

2010-12-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

Went IOI Sense Cafe today ,
attended " 陈威全音乐分享会 " ，
cause won the MY FM activity :D
Got his autographed album and poster ,
and shaked hand ,
muahahahhah !
I got 2 autographed posters ,
but gave one to my sista 's junior LOLS !
Took picha with him too ,
but I look so so so damn UGLY !
GRRRRRRRRRR ~

After fan signing event over ,
went dinner with siata .
Then ChengEn gorgor , MingChieh and some Wushu Club juniors came .
Had dinner together ,
then walk walk around IOI and helped my sista find smthg for her Form 5 prom night to be held tomorrow night .
After brought a necklace ,
then ChengEn gorgor treat us Baskin Robbin ice cream :D
Thanks gorgor !
OMG OMG OMG ~
YUMMY YUMMY !
feel like wanna eat again now T-T

So today consider a good day .
Hmph ,
Thanks everyone and thanks for everything .
BTW ,
finally I can feel that Christmas is really near ,
HAHHAHHA !
But I think I wont receive any Christmas present for this year .
So what's your Christmas and New Year wish ?

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE , GUYS !

2010-12-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

WOW !
Finally , Athena : The Goddness of War released !
Cant wait to watch it !
It's gonna be freaking AWESOME !

2010-12-13T23:48:00.002+08:00

LIFELESS

LIFELESS

LIFELESS

2010-12-06T23:14:00.001+08:00

Hmph ,
got ♥Cassie aka Big Kim's text today when I on my phone .
Sorry for never reply your text ,
cause I really dont know what to reply .
It's touch , thanks girl :D
Im really fine here ,
and I know you women wont abandone me .
We still gonna spend our high school life together ,
go travel ,
sister night again ,
and acheive our dreams !

seriously ,
YOU WOMEN REALLY ROCKS !
I LOVE YOU WOMEN ~
♥♥♥♥

2010-12-04T16:11:00.009+08:00

AHHHHHHH ,
my Playful Kiss ,
still got 3 episode left .
T-T
♥ Hyun Joong a ,
he really really very very cool in that drama ,
and of course in reality lols .
He did great as a ignorant boy .
Best ignorant boy ever :D

HE ALWAYS SO COOOOL ! ♥

♥ Young Saeng and ♥ Kyu Jong have a FanMeeting in Seoul today .
" KyuJong & YoungSaeng AND Story in Seoul "
It's their first fanmeeting and comeback !
Their impressive fanmeeting managed to sell out within 10 minutes of the tickets going on sale ,
and it will be held later in the day .
GOOD LUCK BOYS ! ♥

BTW ,
♥ HYUN JOONG IS IN MALAYSIA NOW .
but he falls sick ,
heart pain T-T

2010-11-30T23:48:00.003+08:00

Up late ,
cant fall asleep ,
too much on my mind .

I've been thinking about this few days ago ,
and smthg happend today ,
finally ? LOL !
I dont know what happend today ,
whole day not in good mood .
and then just now smthg happend ,
small small case acctually ,
but I dont know why that meant alot to me .
Maybe nowadays I feel like being ignore ,
by everyone ,
and maybe also related to my emotions problem .
I dont know why I have this kind of feeling .
Im suffer too ,
I dont want to think this way ,
maybe Im just afraid to lost anyone of you .
I knew Im thinking too much but I really dont know what to do about this .
I think before wanna find you all and talk about this ,
but I really dont know how to say it out .
Maybe Im just too boring at home and nothing to do whole day long .
Sigh ,
Im just wish that I can control my mind .
And seriously ,
I never angry about this or what ,
just maybe I need some time .
Dont worried ,
I will be fine .
so make sure you dont have any problem with this too , okay ?

IM LOST !
T-T

December coming very very very very very soon ,
so what's your December wish ?

HOT GUY HUHHHH ! ♥♥

BYEEEE NOVEMBER !

2010-11-28T14:09:00.003+08:00

Suddenly feel like blogging ,
needa to let out and vent ,
those nasty feeling .

Had a bad dream ytd .
It's about DW gorgor .
Sigh ,
I dont know why sdly I will dream about him .
He dont even want care me in my dream ,
same as real life too huhh ,
so I should used to be .
I know Im not your sister anymore ,
but I always treat you as my brother .
I miss those old days ,
we played together ,
we text each other ,
you call me not to angry you ,
you said im young like small little girl everytime when I teased you ,
etc .
But I dont know start from when ,
we never talk to each other anymore ,
we never play together anymore ,
you never reply my PM ,
you never reply my text ,
sometimes you dont even wanna look at me or care about me .
Just suddenly ,
you changed .
you treat me so so cold ,
and some people can realise that .
It's been 2 years ++
It's hopeless ,
I dont know what to do about this relationship anymore ,
* I mean brother and sister
It's been hurting me , you know ?
Yea , you wont know this .
I dont even dare to text you and wish you good luck .
I afraid that you will reply me " who are you " .
You wont understand .
Until now ,
I still wanna ask ,
what is the problem acctually ?

Just now felt bored ,
so took those many years ago de thingy out and see .
Some old newspaper , birthday cards , birthday present , photos etc ,
but some is not that old la ,
I mean this year de bday card and other things .
Those card wrote ,
" friendship forever "
" I will never let this friendship end "
" endless friendship "
etc .
LOL ,
but what happend now ?
All of you are leaving ,
some are still here ,
but not that close anymore .
It's all gone ,
so just let those cards become apart of my memories .

有某种时刻，
想起很久以前的事，
陌生而又熟悉，
朦胧而又清晰

I dont know why ,
I felt jealous when both of you are close .
I dont know what's wrong with me .
Im just afraid to lose you .
Sometime felt that I not suit with you all .
DUHHH -.-
I dont want to lose anyone of you again ,
I dont want to be alone again .

Maybe you are not the one who changed ,
I think that is me ?
LOL !

So ,
today should be a happy happy day !
Cause it's SS501 debut 2000 days !
Congrats my lovely boys !
HAPPY 2000TH DAYS !!

♥ HyunJoong ♥ YoungSaeng ♥ KyuJong ♥ JungMin ♥ HyungJun

2010-11-25T16:44:00.004+08:00

Wrote by China's Triple S ♥

我们的名字叫Triple S
以前在吧里有发过一篇文，叫“给那些不离不弃的TS”,不知道有没有亲看过，
很荣幸自己是当初坚定选择留下来的那个人，可以继续陪着五只成长，见证他们现在个人的成功。五个人都有了自己很好的发展，为了做可以让我们为之骄傲的偶像而不懈努力着，让豆子们甚感欣慰。

以前觉得时间真的是个很可怕东西，它会无怨无故的让人忘记很多事。现在我想感谢它，感谢他让我对五个人的记忆在心底深深的扎下了根，不会随着它的流失让我慢慢淡忘，只会越扎越深，然后驻留在心底的某个角落，时不时的提醒我把他们拿出来想想。记得一个豆子说过这样的话，她说：“如果世上真的有轮回，可以让人投胎转世，那么祈求上苍让我保留对SS501所有的记忆入土，下辈子让我还爱他”。多么感人的誓言，是因为心中有爱，我们彼此之间有信仰。

有时候我会想，如果我可以再年轻几岁，或者你们可以早出道几年，让我在青春年少的能遇见，我一定会不顾一切的去韩国找你们，然后像很多的豆子们一样，疯狂的学习泡菜文，只是想听得懂你们的话，看得懂你们的留言！希望可以离你们近一点，再近一点！

可是光阴不会为某个人而驻留，现在的我已经过了狂热追星的年龄，有了自己的家庭和事业，想法也变得成熟和理智。你们确实不是我的全部，但却是我生命中不可分割的一部分，恰似家人般的存在。我会为你们哭，为你们笑，为你们心疼，被你们感动。会把对你们的爱深深的放在心底，为你们默默地守护着，祝福着，做那片薄荷海洋中不起眼的一点绿。

谢谢你们赋予我们美丽的名字“豌豆公主”，然后真的像公主一样把我们捧在手心温柔的呵护。而我们唯一能回报你们的就是，不管你们人在何时，身处何地，永远都会看到因为你们而闪闪发光的薄荷绿。不需要立字为据，不需要签字画押，这是我们的约定，专属于DS和TS的约定。
不要感到愧疚，不需要说抱歉，你们所想的TS都懂，让我们到80岁的时候再对彼此说谢谢，谢谢今生让我们彼此相遇，相爱一生！

贤，谢谢你和弟弟们出现在我的生命里，不要忘记我们彼此的约定，不管是十年还是二十年，只要有你们的舞台，台下永远都会有你们所熟悉的那片薄荷绿，我们哪也不去，站在原地等你们华丽丽的CB舞台！
因为我们的名字叫做 Triples S! 永远只为你们存在的 Triple S!

不管多久，
我都会等。
等到你们站上那属于你们华丽的CB舞台，
然后对着说有Triple S 喊，
我们是Double S 501 ，
我们回来啦！

2010-11-23T03:05:00.004+08:00

Whoa !

Tmr SPM and STPM !

Hey brothers ,

Good Luck in your SPM / STPM !

Hey sister ,

Good Luck in your SPM !

Today got many ♥ HyunJoong's news .

It's touch .

OMG !

My eye filled with tears again T-T

LEADER , YOU ROCKS!

SS501 , DAEBAK !

2010-11-19T22:01:00.004+08:00

Back from Genting ,

it's tired but fun .

Took a nap at 6pm and woke up at 10pm smthg .

ewh ~

Today really a sad day ,

drop a lot of tears ,

I think .

Just not in good mood today ..

Something I dont want it happend but it happend ,

the one I love needa leave ,

and watched some really tocuh video ,

thinking of someonoe ,

think tio those really sad things , etc .

Conclusion , really a bad bad bad bad day ,

Reason , many reasons .

It's 4am smthg ,

abit tired but dont feel like wanna go to sleep .

I hate closing my eye .

Once I close my eye ,

I will think those really unhappy things .

So can I just open my eye can sleep ?

pheww ~

Im tired ,

Im done with all this .

I want you to go now ,

I want you to leave now .

now , and forever .

Just dont hope to meet you again in my future .

Just a random post ,

sdly feel like blogging only .

YOU WOMEN ROCKS !

2010-11-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

Watching " Will it snow for Christmas " .

omfg ,

so nice :D

But just all of sudden ,

I feel moody .

NO ,

I dont meant it ,

I dont want you to leave .

I still wanna listen to your heart talk ,

I still need you .

I know I shouldn't ask you to stay beside me ,

cause Im the one will only make you sad .

They all are better than me ,

go find them .

I wont care about where you wanna go again ,

so you dont need feel that cause you never keep your promise huhh .

So ,

just forget about those promises between us ,

every every things ,

and me ,

of course .

just smthg like ,

Im not the one ?

You dont need to leave ,

is I will leave .

Now 1.53am ,

after reading all those ,

tears almost drop ,

and Im listening Music High .

Then suddenly
♥ HyungJun sang James Ingram 's Just Once ,

it's so so warm .

♥ HyungJun a ,

you just like know what Im thinking and doing .

THANKS .

It really comfort me out .

2010-11-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

You said you will leave ,
so why dont you just leave ,
right now .
Seriously ,
Im done with all this .

So ,
just dissapear in front of me ,
now and forever .

I already lost you ,
right ?

2010-11-12T23:39:00.004+08:00

OMG OMG OMG !
I cant calm down ,
until now !
♥ HyunJoong 's perform was so awesome !
Leader ,
you are amazing :D
iloveyou !

ewh ~
I said I wont care about you anymore .
But why am I still thinking about you ,
lols I stil went to your profile !
AHHHHHHHH !
what's wrong with me ?
with my brain ?

BTW ,
si arnab .
I want to say this to you long time ady .
first ,
you are not lengzai and man HAHAHHA !
but sometimes got abit la .
* SOMETIME ONLY
second ,
thanks for your help ,
but I think I had wasted your sam gei huhh .

2010-11-11T23:22:00.003+08:00

Just back from course .
Awww ,
first day of my course ,
so shy so shy :D

Went pasar malam with sister after my course ,
decide buy Toppoki one .
But sold finish ady .
then buy zha ji lo .
HAHAHHA ,
Wang Tai ,
you got ate zha ji yesterday ?

2010-11-09T23:50:00.001+08:00

Went to school today ,

tired but really really happy .

Once again ,

you girls rocks !

You know I love you :)

I in love with the toilet because of you all ,

so that's our secret place huhh ?

heheheh :D

Not in good mood now !

AHHHHHHHHHHHH ,

why so mafan one ?!

2010-11-08T23:45:00.003+08:00

omfg ,
really really bored ,
but going to school tmr ,
cant fall alseep ,
cause I just woke up at 8pm lols .

Oh girl ,
where are you ?
I miss you ,
so badly .

Hmph ,
she lied me .
Not really care acctually ,
cause it's non of my business anymore ,
I guess .
Dont talk bout you anymore .

ewh ~
line so so lag ,
wanna find smthg le .
T-T

Saengie's daddy ,

dont worried ,
he wont be lonely anymore .
We will protect him ,
we will love him ,
until the very end .

All of us love him so much ,
and of course the other members .

2010-11-04T22:07:00.002+08:00

whoa !
Im back !
It's so so tiring ,
but had a nice nice sweet trip !
And I love you girls so so much !
The text is so lovely and warm .
But sorry for I never reply .
You girls rocks !

never online for few days ,
cause no time online and needa pay for the Wi-Fi .
Back to home then straight online and catch up some news .
omfg ,
saw a breaking news ,
and I really really cant accept it .
I never cried for that .
Maybe I should let go and stop dreaming ?
I cant accept it .
SHOCKER :D

Not really happy now .
just know smthg from someone .
Just wonder why you never find me to talk ?
Are you really forgot about me or what ?
ewh !
YOU SUCK MAN !

PHEW ~
You seems happy without me huh /:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY .
SAENGIE !
ILOVEYOU

2010-11-03T00:00:00.007+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,
My Dearest Prince , Saengie :D
You are the best prince in the world ♥
HAPPY 25th !
I LOVE YOU ♥

Cheers from Malaysia ,
but Im in Thailand now ,
maybe I will celebrate with you in Thailand ngek ngek ~
My heart will always with you ,
with 5 of you .
Miss you boys so so so so much !
♥♥♥♥♥

5 Superstar United As ONE Forever !

2010-10-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hmph ,

what else do I expect from you ?

Maybe I should just forget everything about you ,

forget the moment we spent together .

Seems like you've already forgotten me .

Sometime I felt yes ,

but sometime no ?

I dont know .

Is that impossible that Im still missing you ?

HAHAHAHAHHAHAH :D

2010-10-23T23:31:00.001+08:00

感情再深，恩义再浓的朋友，天涯远隔，情义，终也慢慢疏淡。不是说彼此的心变了，也不是说不再当对方是朋友，只是，远在天涯，喜怒哀乐不能共享，原来，我们已是遥远得只剩下问候——问候还是好的，至少我们不曾把彼此忘记。

即使有一天我们分离了，但那一定是短暂的，终有一天我们还能在一起，当再次相聚后就永不分开，在一起做永远的伙伴，所以在那之前的日子——在我们未相聚之前，彼此一定要为对方而保护好自己。

伤心并没有用，如何让自己好好地生活才最重要。爱情虽美，却不是生活的全部：天长地久，海枯石烂的爱情微乎其微；相濡以沫，白头偕老的婚姻却随处可见。离去的是注定今生错过；属于你的，一定在某一个地方等着你的出现。

喜欢一个人，在一起的时候会很开心。爱一个人，在一起的时候会莫名的失落.喜欢一个人，永远是欢乐，爱一个人，你会常常流泪。喜欢一个人，当你想起他会微微一笑。爱一个人，当你想起他会对着天空发呆.喜欢一个人，是看到了他的优点。爱一个人，是包容了他的缺点。喜欢，是一种心情。爱，是一种感情。

爱情会让人们流泪，而友情的存在就是帮人们擦干眼泪！朋友就是：偶尔会为你担心、向你关心、替你懆心、逗你开心、请你放心。朋友之间，懂得关怀才是难得。伤心时不妨和我说；痛苦时别忘了跟我讲；有病时别忘了通知我；困难时记得要请教我；失望时要想起还有我；开心时更不要忘记我。这就是友情。

不要说，离开以后还会想念；不要说，分手以后还是朋友。离开一个地方，风景就不再属于你；错过一个人，那人便与你无关。落花本来有意，流水本也无情。转身的那一秒开始，我的幸福，便与你无关。

当曾经珍爱如生命的人即将相逢陌路时，才恍然大悟：原来，曾经以为的天长地久，其实不过是萍水相逢。曾经以为可以这样牵着手一路走下去，可是放手了才明白一切只是两条平行线，当一切都烟消云散，平行的依旧平行。即使相隔不远，也已是人各天涯。

幸福不是你房子有多大而是房子里的笑声有多甜，幸福不是你开多豪华的车而是你开着车平安到家.幸福不是你的爱人有多漂亮而是爱人的笑容有多灿烂.幸福不是在你成功时的喝彩多热烈，而是失意时有个声音对你说:朋友别倒下！幸福不是你听过多少甜言蜜语,而是你伤心落泪时有人对你说：没事的，有我呢。

一个人时，总会想想以前的自己，是多么单纯和无知；一个人时，总会慢慢的等待愈合的伤口，等待着心开始变的麻木；一个人时，想着自己是多么的孤独；一个人时，学会坦然面对事物的心境，学会淡然接受；一个人时，心烦意乱，心情会突然变的很差。一个人，虽然孤独，但也有孤独的快乐。

我想每个人刚刚来到这个世界的时候，都是单纯而善良的。不是我们不能坚守最初的纯净和美好，只是更多时候没有任何掩饰和防护的我们，被伤害了，知道痛了，才发现原来不是所有的微笑都能够换得尊重和拥抱。于是我们学着去适应，或者说学着改变，变的不再单纯，变的学会伪装，变得不再是最初的自己。

曾经害怕长大，希望永远在父母怀里。曾经希望长大，可长大后烦恼却无穷无尽。曾经以为世界是美好，然而事实并非我想的那样。曾经有多少理想抱负，最终还是被现实扼杀了。曾经心灵受到重创，却找不到人可以倾诉。曾经以为上大学就可重新开始，原来我错了。曾经发生了太多事，有太多无奈。

2010-10-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

Ewh ,
so tired today .
Not really in good mood acctually .
Dont know how to explain it ,
it's kinda weird .
LOL ,
wont think about it anymore .
BTW ,
thanks for be my side when Im sad .
You know who you are ,
ngek ngek ~

Awww ,
nowadays addicted to some Korea Girl Group .
OMG OMG OMG !
Not Boy ,
but is Girl !

Whoa !
♥ 2NE1 is totally awesome !

♥ Secret is HOT too !

HAHHAHA ,
so so sorry to say that ,
this is funny !
Poor Bora ,
it's so pain huh .
♥ SISTAR !

WHOA WHOA WHOA !
GOOD GOOD NEWS HERE !
♥ SS501 will reutrn next year !

they will have their new album and concert !
oh my god ,
I love you boys so so much !
♥♥♥♥♥

Miss you boys so so much ,

especially the moment 5 of you preform on the stage !

2010-10-19T23:42:00.001+08:00

Today went Tenmoke Pottery with

MunHoow , ChengLi , Liyin .

Ziying went there too .

Awww ,

Pottery !

Suddenly think tio Boys over Flower .

♥ KimBeom make pottery that time .

so coooool !

After Tenmoku Pottery ,

we went to Batu Cave .

OMG .

SO tired to climb up and down .

But had a nice day with them .

MunHoow ♥

ChengLi , LiYin ♥

ZiYing ♥

Tmr Amazing Race .

phew ~

♥ HyungJun a ,

everything gonna be fine !

2010-10-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

Nothing much today .

Watched drama for whole day .

Went dinner with grandparents .

I love them !

Suddenly feel so moody .

Feel like wanna find a person to talk ,

but dont know how to say it out .

Hmph .

What can I say ?

Think too much , maybe ?

Sometime feel so so so sorry to my grandparents ,

but no any action .

I still cant forget what happend that day ,

what happend on my grandpa birthday thay day .

I cant forget that thing ,

Im so suffer ,

but no one can understand .

LOL !

feel like ,

anyone push me down from a high high building ?

sigh !

Hmph ,

you are right .

I should have faith in our friendship .

We will walk together until the end .

2010-10-15T19:33:00.006+08:00

11:03PM

Never go to school today ,
but wake up so early .
so bored at house ,
but hate going to school .
Hate to see those bitchy faces wtff .
So regreat for sign up those activity after PMR .
Dont feel like wanna go Amazing Race and Outdoor Teamwork ,
so so so lazy to move .
EWHHH !

Today sister over slept .
I asked her wake up at 8 smthg ,
then she rushed to school ,
and finally she helped me hand in the paper .
thanks thanks :)

Keep thinking and thinking ,
time to say byebye again ? lol
I kew she missunderstood ,
but should I explain to her ?
Uhm ,
I dont hope she suffer again .
Maybe this the best way to her ?
Just continue missunderstanding ?

Madonna donna donna ,
Madonna donna donna
awww ,
I LOVE SECRET !

2010-10-15T01:46:00.002+08:00

1.47AM

Friendship Broken ? NO DOUBT :(

2010-10-15T00:10:00.004+08:00

12.10AM

Awww .
Today discuss gonna go what stream next year with mummy and sister .
LOL .
I all also dont want .
I hate Science .
I hate Math .
I hate Account .
wtf -.-

Mummy asked me to change school .
Uhmmmmmmmm -_____-
But I different school with
Bobo , MunHoow , YeeLing , MengTian , ChengLi , Liyin and etc .
heh :D

Dont know how to describe my feeling now .
It's so so weird .
what the f is happening now ?
ewh ,
hate it so much .

你知道我不会再挽留

2010-10-14T00:49:00.003+08:00

12.49 AM

YES .
Ea loves you so much .
but where are you now ?

2010-10-13T20:47:00.005+08:00

Boring boring day ,
but had a lot of fun with those girls .
* include MunHoow :))
OMGG !
I LOVE YOU GIRLS !

GRRRR !
I told you to rest more .
Now got high fever and gonna suffer from it .
NAHHHH , happy izit ?

Nowadays think so many things about my past .
lols .
so sad .
BOY ,
you are the reason that made me dont dare to face my past .
how are you now ?
I hope you already forget me .
I hope you are fine now .

Im sad when Im alone .
can you feel that ?

2010-10-10T16:05:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHH ,
3 subject more ,
2 days to go
ngek ngek ~
but this few days never study at all .
just online online online .
OMGG ,
my Kemahiran Hidup can die ady lols .

CANT WAIT ANYMORE !
Finally I watched " The Vampire Diaries " Season 02 Episode 01
cause yestetday talked bout this drama with Clement Chew .
OMFG !
Salvatore Brothers still that SEXYYYY !
MY SEXYY SEXYY MEN !
COOL MAN !
Now download-ing " Gossip Girl " Season 4
then I can straight watch it after my PMR !
sounds cooooool !

Yesterday helped mummy celebrate her birthday at Wings Music Cafe
It's a suprise birthday party .
When 12am smthg then sdly take out the cake ,
everyone at the cafe sang birthday song for her .
Daddy kissed her ,
so warm !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ♥ !
HAPPY 101010 ♥ !
But not really like work with my sister ,
abit then dulan , so wtff .
Uhm ,
will upload some pictures here .
But I look freaking UGLY UGLY UGLY !

Seldom update blog now .
Doing other some secret things ?
HAHAHA !

YERRRRRRR ,
where her hand put ?
why put your hand on her shoulder ?!
T-T wanna cry ady :((

I LOVE SS501 ♥

2010-10-03T19:38:00.005+08:00

Hmph ,

PMR is really really really near .

It's on Tuesday .

Cant online for this few days ,

just can check mail randomly .

Yesterday went to Sunway to become Eucerin Promoter .

Just half day only ,

but really got a lot of fun .

It's abit lonely ,

cause I got no friend there ,

sis just walk with her friend , took photo with them etc .

but sometimes she got care me abit .

I will never forget bout yesterday .

It's totally a AWESOME day !

I look smart with uniform right ? heheh :D

Errr ,

someone is back .

after 3 moths ,

he never changed .

but what can I say to him ?

hmm , after this 3 months ?

So many things want to say ,

but dont know how to say .

Feel like wanna text her at late night ,

but what can I say to her ?

AHHHHH !

mama keeps ask me study study study ,

dont let me online :(

wow !

1 week left ,

SUCK IT UP

2010-09-28T20:05:00.005+08:00

I dont want to be like this .
I dont know what to do anymore .
I cant stand it anymore .
Im tired ,
really tired of that .
sometimes I was just thinking that
is it more suitable that we become normal friends .
seriously , im done with all this .
I dont wish to have the second time ,
but what else can I do ?
I dont know why will this happend .
happend for no reason like last time ?
im tired , you know ?
both of us need each other ,
and both of us dont want to have the second time .
but the second time coming very soon ,
really really soon .
we promised each other that will tell out everything to each other
and wont keep in heart ,
but what happend in the end ?
sigh .
can I just walk away and dont care every everythings ?
yes , you changed .
as you change ,
you dont need me anymore .

2 more weeks to go .
1 week for revision and another week for PMR exam .
suck it up !

Cant wait for the " Sister Night " after PMR with my beloved girls .
HAHAHAH !
I love them ,
and of course my SS501 too !

" moodless

2010-09-25T23:03:00.001+08:00

Today is Saturday ,
but it is school day ,
replacement for Hari Raya .
first time attended for school replacement on Saturday .

Went to school today cause after school got a date with
YeeLing , LiYin and PowLee .
ChengLi absent today .
We went to Time Square .
We had waited this day for so so long .
had a lot of fun with 3 of them in school .
we played together ,
cheers together when it's time to go Time Square ,
and we talked a lot of things .
I really love it so much ,
I really enjoy it so much ,
I really do .

We took almost 1 hour to Time Square .
It's so tiring , but everyone is happy .
Christine met us half way .
5 of us walked together .

I thought everything will be smooth today ,
everyone will happy today .
but smthg really bad happend i think ,
and everyone of us not that happy anymore because of that .
I dont know why will this happend ,
and I really can do nothing about it .
what I can do is just keep quiet and keep saying never mind .
I know B is tired ,
but I cant help her to do anything .

SIGH !
Im tired too .
just wanna treat it as nothing happend before ,
can I ?

BTW ,
I really love you girls so so much !

2010-09-19T17:18:00.003+08:00

Sorry Grandpa ~
I love you ,
I really do !

I know you will never see this .
but im really very very sorry .

Happy Belated Birthday !
ILY , from my bottom of my heart !

2010-09-10T22:27:00.001+08:00

wow .
just found this at SS501 Baidu Tieba .
that's COOOOOOL !

Title is " 作为TS男朋友必须知道与做到的事 "

DS = Double S = SS501
TS = Triple S = SS501's Fans = ME !

1、千万不要说DS已经解散或者名存实亡这种话，TS绝对会做到翻脸比翻书快N倍，甚至会跟你SAY 拜拜，因为就算DS分开了，在她们心里SS5011依旧是五为一体，分开还在一起

2、千万不要嫉妒TS喜欢DS比喜欢你多，那样只会让她们认为你小肚鸡肠，因为在她们心里绝对爱DS比爱你多，或许他们可以不嫁，但是绝对不会不爱DS

3、千万不要在TS前面或者背后说DS的坏话，TS绝对会跟你分手,因为TS与DS在一起的整整五年岁月里经历了许多感动，你们是不会了解的

4、千万不要说TS是哈韩族，因为她们喜欢的不是韩国，而是SS501里那五个纯真的韩国男孩，无论他们国籍什么,TS依旧会爱他们

5、千万不要试图让TS为你改变什么，因为TS为了DS改变了许多，没有剩余的精力在为你改变了，就算有为了DS也不会为你改变什么的

6、千万不要埋怨TS没有时间陪你，因为平时她们要等待DS的消息，我们的DS很低调，如果不是有新的活动是不会天天出新闻的

7、千万不要讨厌胡萝卜，因为TS中还有的也叫胡萝卜，她真的很爱马儿，或许她以前很讨厌胡萝卜，但是为了马儿她改变了，如果你爱她，请你也为了她改变

8、如果TS要帮你家的狗狗改名鱼叉或是CHOCO，那就随她吧，因为鱼叉是利达的爱犬，choco是娃娃的宝贝，她这样做是因为太爱DS了

9、千万不要介意TS喜欢穿五指袜，因为她穿着和她爱人一样的东西，会觉得很幸福，如果可以请陪她一起养成穿五指袜的习惯

10、TS喜欢用很多时间花在DS身上，所以请你不要介意，尽量陪她一起看关于DS的东西，有时候你说出关于DS的事，会比她自己知道还要开心

11、TS喜欢买很多很多关于DS的东西，常常因为这样而忘记打扮自己，所以千万不要说她们没有女人味，不喜欢可以离开，因为叫她们放弃DS绝不可能

12、TS中的胡萝卜喜欢学马叫，所以千万不要说神经病，脑子进水了之类的话，她绝对会让你的日子不好过的

13、千万不要弄坏她珍藏的关于DS的东西，因为坏了小则闹脾气几天，大则直接说BYEBYE 后会无期，那些东西代表了DS，对她或许没有比生命重要，但是绝对比你重要

14、如果TS跟你发脾气，千万不要责怪她，因为肯定是DS出了什么事才会那样的，真的DS对她们而言比生命重要

15、如果TS要去和其他亲见面，就算担心也千万不要阻止，因为她们一定有好多话要说，能倾听的话尽量倾听，不要露出鄙夷的神情

16、如果TS因为DS而哭了，千万不要指责她们说她们傻，因为只有真正的TS才会因为DS的喜怒哀乐而跟着喜怒哀乐，为她擦去眼角的流水或是安慰她吧

17、如果TS对着电脑屏幕或者照片、杂志大叫好帅啊之类的话，千万记得不要讽刺她，因为DS真的很帅，是公认的花美男组合

18、千万不要在TS面前唠唠叨叨，因为你不是朴政玟，她们认为被马儿唠叨是幸福，被你唠叨是受罪

19、千万不要问是你帅还是DS帅之类的无聊的废话，因为TS认为任何美男都没有DS帅，尽管你真的是花美男

20、如果TS要去看演唱会、签售会或是FM，千万不要阻止，因为能见DS一面是她们最大的幸福，即使你阻止，她们宁可抛弃你还是会去的

21、TS给你的时间会很少，千万不要责怪她她们，因为她们说好会陪DS度过50年的，所以要和TS过一辈子必须做好等她们50年的准备

22、如果TS生日不要送花之类的没用的东西，比起花她们更喜欢关于的DS的周边，即使是一张贴纸，我相信都比上百块钱的花让TS开心

23、如果玩偶的话，送兔子、马、狗、熊、水獭或是胡萝卜吧，因为它代表着绿家的五个TS最爱的男人

24、TS给你看的东西一定要看，因为她想给你了解DS的机会，如果你不看可能她会很少理你，看的话既可以打发时间，又可以跟她聊DS的事，一举两得

25、TS肯定希望你和她一样爱DS，请你尽量试着喜欢DS，如果不喜欢千万也不要说他们的不是,因为DS+TS=forever，绿家女人不好惹

26、千万不要用你听到的小道消息，抹黑DS让TS不爱他们，因为那是不可能的就算是确有此事TS们也不会介意，因为TS爱的是SS501，仅仅只是金贤重、许永生、金圭钟、朴政玟、金亨俊

27、如果TS给你买绿色系列的东西，千万不要说难看，对她们而言绿色是世界上最美的颜色，是她们的男人的代表色

如果做不到的话，请离开，TS这辈子的心都已经给了DS了，没有多余的给你

HAHAHA !
sounds like very very 野蛮 '-.-
and it's so impossible LOL !

2010-09-08T03:20:00.002+08:00

Hmph ,
it's almost 3.30am .
who stil awake at this time huh ?
hehhe :)

just cant fall asleep .
too much in my mind , maybe .
just chated with her ,
the girl I love so so much ,
the girl I tried hard to hate ,
and also the girl I tried hard to forget .
it was like a dream , seriously .
never think before that we can chat again .
idk it is real or fantasy .
I just dont dare to think .
this kind of screen appear in my dream before .
and not only one time .
sorry for making you suffer .
it's really all my fault .
uhm , just let me feel better .
dont ever said it's your fault again .
im the one never cherish you ,
it's all my problems .
I did many many stupid things and I regreat in the end .
I know im useless , sorry .
it's not only SORRY can express that .
I owe you too much .
the more you treat me good ,
the more I feel ashamed .
I rather you scold me or said thats all my fault .

I dont know what will happen when school reopen lols .

2010-08-31T20:03:00.004+08:00

lols .
so so so lazy .
dont feel like going to school anymore .
stil got 1 month to PMR :((

Tmr is 01 Sept ,
the date that many people waiting for so long .
♥ HyunJoong 's new drama " Playful Kiss " will be broadcast
omg omg !
but cant watch it first .
need to wait until my PMR over only can watch it .
not only that ,
♥ Salvatore Brothers are back on 09 Spet on CW ,
♥ Gossip Girl Season 4 coming soon on 13 Sept too !

Found other new drama that day .
but is Taiwan drama , 死神少女
long long time never watch Taiwan drama .
will broadcast on 16 Sept :D

AHHHHHHH !
stil got some others drama .
so sad cant watch them all now .
cause lazy to wait and need to wait PMR over .
really sad huh .
1 month is damn freaking long .

♥ HyungJun back from Singapore ytd .
before 1 hour he is on tweet .
but cant translate what he wrote :((
Singapore Triple S is so lovely !
they sang Love Like This when he arrive Singapore Changi Airport ,
how sweet :)
other than that ,
they made a MV for ♥ HyungJun and show it on Singapore Meet and Greet FanMeeting ,
" Voice Across The Seas "
this MV reduced him to tears , and me too ! HAHAHAH :)
poor BABY , he must be miss the olden days with other members .
dont know what suprise will Malaysia Triple S give him when he come to Malaysia lols .
Hmph ,
waiting for their comeback !
♥ SS501

Voice Across The Seas - Singapore Triple S

AHHHHHHH !
HyungJun 's Private FM in Malaysia postphone to 09 Oct 2010 .
i want to go .
stil want to go .
SO SAD !
SAD CASE !

HHAHAHA !
♥ Hyung Jun said he is a man during interview in Sigapore !
he wants Triple S praised him as charismatic and manly .
He also watched quite a number of dramas ,
learning how the male leads protray their mature side.
He chuckled that he likes to watch kissing scenes, as he felt that it is very manly

2010-08-24T21:15:00.005+08:00

OMGG .

01 September is fast approaching ,

really cant wait for ♥ Hyun Joong new drama " Playful Kiss " .

and of course other drama too !

Today morning is ♥ Hyung Jun ' s Music High open webcam day again !

wtf i hate SBS !

BTW ,

Happy 26th Birthday to ♥ YeSung !

생일축하합니다

Another bad bad day !

really dissapointed everyone ,

and myself too !

2010-08-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

Such a bad bad day .
everything not going fine and smthg really bad happend .
my heart aches .

Finished my trial exam last week .
totally shit .
I dont even know what im doing during exam time .
whole paper totally like shit .
worst than shit i think .
it is so wtf . i know im a failure .

LOL .
RM 50 Back Seat will be open for HyungJun Private FM in Malaysia .
tmr got face to face sell at Time Square .
feel like wanna go Time Square tmr and buy the RM 50 entrance ticket '-.-
AHHHHH .
so so so sad :(
hmph , just stop dreaming and back to reality .
but it's so hard lols .

so hard to breathe now .

2010-08-12T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hmph ,

here's another drama broadcast in September .

Gossip Girl Season 4 is set to return 13 September on The CW !

2010-08-10T17:48:00.003+08:00

Congrats on the won in Teen Choice Awards 2010 !

The Vampire Diaries ,

Nina Dobrev ;

Paul Wesley ;

Ian Somerhalder .

CANT WAIT FOR THE VAMPIRE DIARIES SEASON 2 !

Congrats to Chance Crawford and Leighton Meester on the won too !

waiting for Gossip Girl new episode .

~~P/S: KIKI ANNE has a BIG BUTT !~~

2010-08-08T23:17:00.008+08:00

Hmph .

Sunday night AGAIN !

hate Monday so much !

1 week to PMR TRIAL

Uhm ,

September coming .
seems like many nice drama broadcast in September .

but I should be study very hard in September .

♥ Hyun Joong shooting a new drama - " Playful Kiss "

It will broadcast in September .

awww !

Second drama of Leader .

he looks so cool in school uniform :)

Im so excited for this drama to be coming soon .

HAHAH ! Hyun Joong 's feet press on the window :)

Second drama is " The Vampire Diaries " Season 2

the vampire boys are SEXYYY !

the Salvatore Borthers are coming back on 09 September 2010 in CW !

Here 's the Paper Cranes that Ayata taught me .

whoa ! it's cute =X

Tmr midnight is ♥ Hyung Jun ` s Music High open webcam day !

AHHHHHHHHH !

cant watch it .

* screw you !

2010-08-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH !

Today such a bad bad day .

IM SAD IM SAD IM SAD !

Ytd got a news from SS501 Fans Club .

♥ Hyung Jun having a Private Fans Meeting in Malaysia .

It's on 28 Aug 2010 at Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre , Plenary Hall Centre

omfg ! I want to go so badly .

The most exp ticket cost RM400 just fully book on the first day .

lolss Hyung Jun is so attractive !

Another one is ,

♥ Hyung Jun ` s Music High having an open webcam day on 10 Aug .

It's Monday midnight !

Grrr ! why not Friday night or Saturday night ?

cant watch his open webcam day ady ! :((

Of course im sad not because of this 2 matters .

stil got smthg happend .

everything dont go smooth today .

my heart aches .

2010-08-06T17:28:00.003+08:00

Monday was the Bulan Penghayatan Merdeka .

some Japanese Students came to our school too .

I went Ed Board duty on that day .

AHHHH !

duty for whole day ,

stay until 6pm just for taking photos of them .

just follow them and take photos .

my photos are really really SUCKS !

Hmph ,

feel so cool to being a STALKER !

Tsubaba Baba

AYATAAA ! ♥

second shoot

Ayata taught me to made Paper Cranes .

so LAZY to took the photo and upload .

but the Paper Cranes was in my room HAHAHA !

It's a nice experience anyway .

so when is the Korean coming ?

2010-08-03T10:51:00.014+08:00

It's your BIRTHDAY !
Hyung Jun ♥

have a great one !
Sweet 24th :)

Baby had a Birthday Party on 01 Aug at Seoul .

Whoa !

it seems fun and touching .

♥ YoungSaeng , ♥ KyuJong and ♥ JungMin were there ! :)

Sweet 24th , BABY !

I hope I was there that day too T.T

Hmph , what you trying to do to your brother ?

making sandwich with JungMin :)

U-KISS are the special guest on that day .

the way Baby look at JungMin so cute !

JungMin and HyungJun ! Tom and Jerry couple :)

Baby and JungMin sandwich .

DONT CRY !

Baby calling the lucky fans through mobile phone OMG !

HAHAHA ! you are cute ! ♥

Kyu , Jun , Saengie ~

aww . cried ?

Besides that ,

HyungJun wrote a letter to Triple S .

he read it on that day .

he cried when he read the letter .

OMG .

BABY , your words melt my heart .

English Translation ;

My lovely triple pretties, it’s been 5 years we’ve been together
Always by the side, at the back, be it snowing or raining, you are always supportive of — a person like me, as well as 5 of us.

Seriously, to say its short, it’s short, to say it’s long, it’s long — during these period of time, all of you who have been giving love in unison, we’ve came this far to where we are now.

Seriously, very thank you to all of you for always looking after us, loving us, caring for us — the five of us who was nothing to begin with.

Right now, the five of us are working hard to fulfil what we wish to do, and working hard to make new beginnings, working hard to gain new experiences… It’s a time like that now.

That’s why, in fact, during these few months, I threw aside all troubles which was what I wanted to do, those very challenging problems really made my heart ache, really ached like crazy, but because all of us are gathered in one spot here, shouting out loud and being able to hear each’s voices, it seems like we have got to move on to new challenges and ascend with higher take-offs.

And that’s the reason why OUR beginnings –5 of us: Hyunjoong, Youngsaeng, Kyujong, Jungmin, and of course me– thus come onto mind now.

Thoughts like

“Seriously we need nothing else, right now on this stage where the 5 of us are at, it will turn into power and strength, right this moment, we just seem like the best”.
Following after the vision

“to become an influential person in this entertainment showbiz world”,

we have been always caring for one another, loving one another, looking after one another. There’s still alot more for us to learn and gain experiences from at this age, in future we have to depend on one another even more, and work harder, support one another studiously, we will repay your love much much more and with greater volume, deeper depth.

And so. In times like this, if we could give one another more courage and strength, it would be wonderful. Time really seem to flow by very quickly. Our companions who were always together, our forever companions –who are you guys–, we will go forward together until the end of time, never forgetting none in this lifetime.

Rather than words like

I Love You, if only you could know about more meaningful and significant matters, it’d be really lovely.

To the many people who came here today to congratulate my birthday, as well as all our fans and staff who underwent alot through this period of time, I wish to say a thank you.

And we SS501, the five of us, we will keep supporting, care, and love one another; we must become the best.
Let’s be together…us…and together, we’ll keep going right till the end, never giving up and working hard.

Thank you, Triple S.

ILOVEYOU

from my bottom of my heart

SS501 ♥

2010-07-16T22:23:00.004+08:00

WHOA !

it's Friday night , FINALLY .

Today school got Gotong-Royong .

went LM duty with ♥ MunHoow , ♥ LiYin , ♥ ChengLi

♥ Teh Zul-Lam came earlier than us LOL .

so we just give those people CIF and Thinner .

YERRR ,

hand kena banyak banyak Thinner lea .

but no people got hand lotion :((

Just back from Giant for dinner with family .

after dinner , we went into Giant and but some stuff .

I sat in the shopping cart and my bro pushed me .

LALALALALA ~

many people looked at me

then my sister sdly come over me and said ,

so many people are looking at you , so malu .

then I asked her ,

~~I very pretty , so many people looked at me right ?~~

Last week By2 came to Malaysia and promote their Third Album .

they went to Sungei Wang , Kuala Lumpur .

Wong Woon How went there with his friends .

The first 30 person who buy By2 's album can take picha with them .

then this sampatt lou went there at 2pm ,

but the activity is start at 8pm !

but if is ♥ SS501 ,

I also will do that HAHAHHAHA !

WoonHow keep telling me ,

By2 said " fall in love with Kuala Lumpur fans dont need any reason "

爱上吉隆坡的粉丝不需要理由　

BUT WoonHow you know what ?

SS501 also said before that they LOVE Triple S ♥

Tmr is Bon Odori .

OMO OMO OMO :x
cant wait anymore .

it's our promise ♥

2010-07-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

OMG .

nowadays so many homeworks .
AHHHHH !
so tired .
PMR is near LOL

Today saw from the newspaper .
♥ Super Junior member Siwon is one of the character of " Athena " .
OMO OMO OMO :x
" Athena " is the second EP of " Iris " .
I like " Iris " this drama so much !
watched for so many times .
Lee Byung-hun die in the end when he going to met his GF Kim Tae-hee , SO SAD :(
and his GF was waiting for him that time .
* of course not real GF la
really SAD SAD ENDING .
but they never appear in " Athena " .
all changed to new characters .
BTW , " Athena " realease on November 2011
damn long way to go HAHAHHAA !

♥ SS501 " Let me be the one " `s Music Video release .
this video move many people to tears , just dont know why .

but its really touch to watch this MV at this momment .

Naturally , my eyes filled with tears .

AHHHHHH !
please dont break up no matter what happen .

they are PERFECT ♥ !

2010-07-03T23:56:00.001+08:00

Today woke up early for CES Tuition with sister .
WTF -____-
dont know why there is teachers always so weird .

Before break time is Vacabolary and today topic include
" Distinguishing Between Real and Imaginary "
got one part needa to write bout smthg imaginary and smthg that could really happen .
HAHAHAHAH !
I was thinking ,
SS501 become my BABY BOYS ,
I should write this at smthg imaginary box
OR
write this at smthg that could really happen ?
HAHAHAHAHA !
and of course I know the answer clearly .
just let me dream a while :)
but they always is my baby boys !

That day when im watching movie ,

my mum take a pack of things to me .

she say that from EPOP and ask me what is that .

when I opened it ,

I saw U-KISS " Only One " Album inside .

OMO OMO :x

thats their Printed Signature Album .

Today went out for dinner with Albert Uncle .
sister and brother went out .
we went food court for dinner .
its kinda boring without KY GorGor .
no one play with me LOL .
my mum say when he is here I always said he bully me ,
but now he is at UK and I say kinda boring without him .
After that we watched World Cup at Food Court .
Argentina vs Germany .
WTF ?

Argentina 0 - 4 Germany

2010-07-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hmph
Its Friday night .
♥ Music High again :)

Watched Music Bank today .
Whoa ! Super Junior Comeback Satge HAHAHAH !
last week they Goodbye Satge today Comeback Stage .
they comeback with their new song ,
thats 四辑后续曲 - No Other .
OMO OMO :x
really nice and the dance steps are CUTE !
they look so happy , especially Teukie !
and YeSung fly kiss =X

Super Junior - No Other

AHHHHHH !
♥ Hyung Jun dont be sad again .
dont cry anymore .
everything gonna be fine ♥
Park Yong-Ha ssi , RIP !

SIGH !
nowadays so moody .
~~they wont dissband right~~ ?
believe in them ♥

2010-06-30T15:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my DEAR , ♥ LiYin

생일 축하
당신을 사랑합니다

Hope you like my present ! :D

2010-06-28T01:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Earlier Birthday to

June 29

Happy Blessed Birthday !
U-KISS ` BABY
♥ Shin Dong Ho
Sweet 16
* Sweet 17 too !
♥ SECOND BEST BABY EVER !

July 1

Happy Blessed Birthday !
Super Junior ` Leader
♥ Lee Teukie , Park Jung-Soo
Sweet 27
* Sweet 28 too !
♥ SECOND BEST LEADER EVER !

Hmph ,
just found smthg about Lee Teuk .
HAHAHAH ! it really touch .
so decide to post it up .
but I still LOVE ♥ SS501 !

利特小时候

　　那一年，17岁的少年朴正洙怀抱着对美好未来的无限憧憬，进入了韩国最大的造星工厂--SM新生训练营。那时的他也许不会想到，这一去便是6年。这6年中，他所受的折磨我们不忍回忆。
心理上的挣扎和身体上的痛苦将这个瘦弱的孩子一次又一次地推向无尽的黑暗中去。不知道他是靠什么撑了下来，或许是对舞台的向往，或许是对家人的承诺，或许是对朋友的依赖，亦或许是心中残余着的那一点不甘心。总之，他挺了过来，所以才有了今天的利特，今天的SuperJunior。 2005年11月6日，做为队长的他，首次站在了那个梦想以久的舞台上。那一场表演艳惊四座，来自台下不同粉丝团的尖叫声，预示着这个组合辉煌的明天。就在当天，韩国各大网站的搜索栏上第一次出现了这个名字--SuperJunior。

回忆起出道时的情景，韩庚说“印象最深的是那天我们队长哭的很凶。” 2006年6月25日，SJ凭借单曲《U》在SBS人气歌谣上第一次夺冠，在那长达6年的等待中，看着心爱的弟弟们一个个出道并获得成功，这个做哥哥的他在感到欣慰的同时曾经多少次想过放弃？曾经多少次想要逃避？曾经多少次对自己的未来失去信心？而此刻，面对人生中第一个属于他们的奖项时，你们叫他如何不流泪？2006年11月29日，SJ毫无争议的夺得韩国最重要的MKMF颁奖典的新人大奖。

这一年，他们得到了太多；这一年，他们学到了太多；这一年，他们付出了太多；这一年，他们经历了太多；回首过往，这条路他们走的并不像外界看到的那样顺畅。这其中的酸甜苦辣也只有彼此最懂。当晚，面对那个美丽的让人晕眩的他，你们又怎么舍得去指责那滴落的泪珠？紧接着12月的金唱片、SBS颁奖典、KBS歌谣大赏、Wild Awards大典……SJ包揽了所有颁奖典的新人奖。而那个爱哭的队长，也学会了用笑容去面对。　　

“哥他太心软，很容易骗人，也很容易感动。” --强仁。是啊，他流过很多的眼泪。这其中包含了太多的东西，关于幸福，关于悲伤，关于感动，关于不舍，关于感谢，关于同情，却偏偏没有为他自己而流的。喜欢看他在游戏中胡搅蛮缠的耍赖，喜欢看他仗着自己是哥哥而理直气壮的指使弟弟们，喜欢看他在宣传成员时卖力的样子，喜欢看他孩子气的撅起嘴巴，喜欢看他做节目时毫无顾忌的搞笑，喜欢看他得奖后说着一大串感谢的名单。因为这是真实的他：调皮的他，霸道的他，诚恳的他，可爱的他，感恩的他。

“正洙是个坚强而倔强的孩子。” --利特的姐姐。利特的身体不好，这是大家都知道的。以前曾因为贫血被禁止献血，小时候又因为身体虚弱经常晕倒，腰椎间盘突出和关节炎更是日日夜夜的折磨着他。所以他不得不在保姆车里随时准备一个靠垫，所以他不得不每天在贴身的包里放一盒止痛药，所以他不得不趁节目休息时在腿上盖层薄毯。“几乎是从头到脚都有过病。”当他自嘲的说完这些话后，不敢再去想象在那个欢笑着的利特的背后，朴正洙隐忍着怎样的痛苦。就是这样的人，大家什么时候在镜头前见过他皱一下眉？　　

早前利特和强仁做MC，2个小时的节目里他给我们带来了那么多的欢笑。而当节目结束的一刹那，我看见一个满脸汗珠，扶着腰间转身而过的身影。他曾说过“只要摄像机一亮，我就是SJ的队长，就从朴正洙变成艺人利特，就要把自己最好的一面展示给大家。”这个利特是万能的，是不允许失误的。那么，当红灯熄灭的瞬间，那个叫朴正洙的傻瓜就再也支撑不住了么？济州岛公演时，特的腰伤再次复发，队友神童向他示意“不要做”可他却还是坚持做完那个高难度的动作，最后在舞台上趴了好久都没能站起身来。而在采访中，他却依然带着那招牌式的笑容，幽默的向我们展示着那个无敌的李特。之后的互动的环节，成员们对他的照顾和歌迷们的乖巧更是让我无法不为之动容。　　

FH6中，在人气歌谣的后台，当我们把视线都集中在幽默的其他成员身上时。利特，那个温和的队长，在一闪而过的镜头中，我们看到所有人身后那个走路时一瘸一拐的他。卸下平日灿烂的笑容，只不过是一个虚弱的病人。之后SJ依然为大家献上了一场精彩的表演。而他，那个本该躺在病床上的人却瞒过了所有人的眼睛。以至于在重复看了好多遍都还怀疑，他是不是想要搞笑而故意那样艰难的走路？直到在表演后镜头扫过正在向前辈鞠躬的他，在那依旧美丽的脸上却没有看到熟悉的笑容时，才感到心口一阵痉挛。　　

明星金钟，艺声利特参加的那次。利特喝下了又苦又咸的京酱+盐块的汤，镜头对准他的时候，嘴边的梨涡依然灿烂，镜头一离开，脸色苍白不停呕吐却依然冲着fans笑的特特，如果不是因为fans拍摄下来，恐怕我们永远不知道，笑得那么灿烂的特特，为了给大家一份欢笑，竟然不顾自己的胃病，不顾自己的身体，硬是把那一大碗的怪汤眉头都不皱的喝了下去。这一年中，他为我们呈现了无数场精彩的表演，为我们送上了无数快乐与欢笑。而疲惫的身体，也在我们看不到的地方默默的承受了无数次病痛的侵袭。

SM对艺人管教十分严格，私自收歌迷的礼物是被禁止的。成员们每次因为心疼FANS收下礼物后，特总是会被骂的很惨。许多韩饭都说，看到过特多次红着眼睛从经济人那里出来，却依然会微笑着向FANS招手。不舍得警告FANS，更不舍得指责成员。在我的印象中，特笑着的时候要远远大于不笑的时候。提到利特，脑海浮现出的首先是那上扬的唇角和颊边滑落的梨涡。就是这样一个看似柔弱且时常带着温和笑容的他，一直在尽自己最大的努力保护着他的弟弟们。这个哥哥，你们说他假？不觉得可笑么？　　

“成员们，我爱你们！”--利特　　“
哥，我爱你！” --东海。特是个好哥哥，他为成员,为SJ付出了多少是我们有目共睹的。但同时，他的弟弟们也比谁都心疼着这个让人担心的“老人家”。1203的公演，当主持人要旧伤复发的利特跳舞时，强仁及时的解救，银赫提议换人，歌迷们集体喊着“Yesung（艺声）”的名字，不擅长舞蹈的艺声在会意后马上替他跳舞。为了这些弟弟和FANS，付出再多也值得对么？那么oppa，我告诉你，我们共同的心愿就是希望你能健康快乐。明白么？！那次SJ来中国，虽然特的身体状况很糟糕，但依然在广大中国歌迷面前，为大家呈现了异常精彩的表演和SJ一贯的幽默风格。当时去彩排的他只穿了一件衬衣，神童立刻给他披上外套；在韩国接受采访时，特趁采访空隙转过身咳嗽，一边的晟敏马上就把手里的水瓶递给他；FH6结尾中《U》第一次得奖，当现场宣布SJ名字的瞬间，庚宝的第一反映是激动地看向队长特；不久前，强仁在天方地轴里为生病中的特祈福；电台节目时，东海轻轻拍抚着颤抖的特；SJ Show里，始源在感到害怕时喊着“特哥”的名字；KTR录制现场，银赫体贴的给特拧开瓶盖…… 看似不经意的动作，却包含了所有成员对他无限的爱和依赖。　　

特,在照顾弟弟们的同时，也请你照顾好自己啊!记得利特曾说过这样一句话“我的愿望是希望成员们，跟着我这个并不优秀的哥哥快乐的走下去。” 你说你不优秀？那好，你告诉我，到底怎样才叫优秀？谁会比你更疼爱弟弟？谁会比你更关心FANS？谁会比你做的更好？！“哥演技很厉害，口才很厉害，什么都很厉害、很优秀。” --银赫。如果不是在SJ Show里，特在寝室和成员们玩闹中连带一些自弹自唱原创歌曲，我恐怕到现在也不知道你如此坚实的原创功力。直到今天，那些能够敲响人心灵的音符还在耳边回荡。仅仅是一架普通的电子琴在他纤细的手指下却能奏出如此美丽的旋律。为什么以前从未听说呢？　　

SJ的现场演唱水平的确有待提高。06年7月MBC上的真唱，所有人心里都绷的很紧。因为前几天大家一直通宵赶通告，前面的队员一个接一个的失误，就连大家最放心的成员也表现的不尽人意。但特，微笑着完成了自己的部分，从容而平和。看不出丝毫的紧张，丝毫的担忧，丝毫的黯然，丝毫的懊恼。那时的他，是作为一个队长，一个哥哥，用他的方式，为队员们平复心情，缓解压力……当时MBC现场，特的舞蹈虽然不像庚、赫、海、童那么眩丽夺目，但却是非常稳定的。每当弟弟们在前面领舞时，他都会在后面认真的配合。他应该是个很全面的艺人，却很少能听到他为自己宣传。比起自己的成功Super Junior的成功更重要，对么？我想每个SJ的成员都是这样想的。那么请你们放心，我相信很快就可以看到你们站在世界最高的舞台上，属于

SuperJunior的舞台上。我们共同期待着，期待着那个蓝色时代的来临。因为这样的你们，没有人可以抗拒！

“哥的口才超级棒的呦！” --细亚俊秀　　

利特的语言就像他的为人一样，华丽却不夸张，动人却不做作，谦虚却不卑微。很多时候，看着面对一些尖锐问题回答的游刃有余的他，在记者面前沉着幽默的他。真的有些诧异，这个人真的是那个和弟弟们没大没小，调皮捣乱的人么？通过他的介绍，我们了解了神童的多才多艺；通过他的介绍，我们看见了韩庚优雅的芭蕾；就像自己一直在说的那句话“如果他不爱自己，那就让我们来爱他吧。” 　　

2008年某日金希澈给利特的话－－　　
Q:现在利特是SUPER JUNIOR的队长，你和他是同年，有没有因为没有成为队长感到可惜何郁闷呢? 　　
A:完全没有那样的感觉.反而我为利特是队长而感到欣慰.我想不管是对我们成员们还是我都是很好的.如果说我是队长的话呢，因为我的性格很急躁，又爱生气，所以可能会对成员们做错事，我们的友情一定不会像现在这么深厚.但利特经常是照顾成员们却不顾自己.李特总是把"成员至上"做为基准，如果成员在争吵.利特从来不会劝架.他会一直看着成员们争吵，在快结束的时候安静的说:"你们中谁引起了争吵都没有关系，到你们想开了的时候道歉吧" 　　

但是如果成员们在电视台不听话或唠叨的时候，利特也会发火，那时利特是这样的.他会对成员大吼.发火，最后则抱着成员说:"对不起，哥发火了，抱歉，我没能理解"

2010-06-27T18:41:00.010+08:00

AHHHHHH !
Sunday again .
hate Sunday , because after Sunday is Monday .

Just finish " Cinderella Stepsister "
download for almost 1 months haven watch ,
finally I finish .
this drama so touch =X

Cinderella Stepsister

My Rate For This Drama : 8.5

♥ Moon Geun Young

♥ Cheon Jeong-Myeong

♥ Seo Woo

♥ 2PM - Ok Teacyeon

♥ Moon Geun Yeong is Pretty .

♥ Ok Teacyeon is COOOL .

Cinderella Stepsister OST - ♥ YeSung ` It has to be you

Hmph .

Ytd ♥ HyungJun and ♥ JungMin leave massage to Taiwan Triple S

through Taiwan Warner Music ' s PLURK .

WTFFFFFF !

today afternoon I only know that and I go search for Taiwan Warner Music ' plurk .

stil got some of their news , like

* what they doing

* what they eat for breakfast

* what shirt they wear

* what they doing during interview

LOL . I dont know why I always just late for ~~EVERYTHING~~ .

They on Plurk . AHHHHHH !

Today mama feeling not well .

sis and dad went out .

mama ask me or brother order MC Donald .

but no one dare -.-

HAHAHHAHAHAHHA !

2010-06-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

AHHHH !

just back from supper with family .

wtf , so lan diu .

so bad mood now Grr !

Before went out for supper ,

watched 21st Taiwan Golden Melody Awards .

wtf ,

I sit in front the televisyen and waiting for ♥ Hyung Jun and ♥ Jung Min since 5pm smthg ,

and waited until 12am .

finally they just appear for not until 10 minutes !

after the Red Carpet and giving the Awards prizes ,

I tot they stil have perform LOL .

AHHHHHH ! nvm nvm .

just forget about it HAHAHHAHA .

Taiwan raining that time .

♥ Hyung Jun and ♥ Jung Min take the umbrella themselve ,

and walked to beside shake hand with Triple S .
how lovely are them :)

♥ Jung Min

♥ Hyung Jun

they look cute with the umbrella =X

2010-06-25T22:47:00.017+08:00

Today school celebrate BELATED BELATED BELATED Teacher's Day .
♥ Liyin never came to school .
played with ♥ ChengLi , ♥ LamLam and ♥ KikiAnne .
sis got perform , kinda COOOOOOL HAHAHHAH !
backed home after bath then took a short nap .

OMFG !
I missed today Music Bank .
I just watched 15 minutes .
cause I tot nothing special on Music Bank today .
I tot only C.N Blue on Music Bank today .
but acctually got alot people T.T
I missed Super Junior part ! AHHHHHH !
when I woke up and switch on the TV ,
f(x) perform-ing NU ABO .
after that then 2PM - "Without You" Remix Version
its kinda nice and Nichkhun so cute !
after that is Special Stage .
f(x) , 4 minute , Kara and T-ara perform Lee Hyori "Chitty Chitty Bang Bang"
other one is 2AM , 2PM and Super Junior perform Rain "Love Story" .
SNSD on Music Bank today and won the Music Bank !
dwl Super Junior today Music Bank part ady HAHAHAH .
its their GoodBye Stage :((

RyeoWook , KyuHyun , YeSung !

LOL .
just know smthg from my friend .
kind fuck off thingy and make me quite pissed off .
since you think that like that can make you feel better ,
i got nothing to say .
but please la ,
dont keep showing your fucking face in front me oke ?!
like i killed your family .
your brain and whole body memang full of sohai-ness !
wtf '@@

anyway I will calm down ,
because I love ♥ SS501 !

HAHAHAHHAHA :)

Tmr Taiwan Golden Melody Awards .
I think ♥ YoungSaeng not going tmr AHHHH !
just read what he chat with fans at DSP TOKTOK Room .
they chat many many things ,
and im totally ~~jealous~~ .
You, who I can’t complete with the word love, are a big part of my life .

Young Saeng said this to the fans in the chat room !

that 's sweet ! cute Saengie ! ♥

anyway ,

when is my turn to chat with them ?

im waiting BABY ! ♥

Woots !

Music High time !

I abit sleepy HAHHHA ! but I will listen finish .

but today Music High not LIVE .

♥ Hyung Jun and ♥ Jung Min at Taiwan now !

tmr morning got tuition !

Grr !

cute ♥ Hyung Jun

2010-06-22T23:23:00.004+08:00

Believe in ♥ SS501
united as ONE together no matter what happen .
as ♥ Hyung Jun BABY said ,
" let us be together until we becomes grandfather grandmother "

~~Oh My God~~ !
my lovely lovely boys ,
Please no more sad tears ,
only tears of joy from now on and smiles too ,
gonna start getting depressed again to see those teary eyes pictures .
we will love you all untill the very end .
you guys are the best in my heart !
just like what Leader say ,
love and trust only SS501 only :)

♥ Hyun Joong
♥ Young Saeng
♥ Kyu Jong
♥ Jung Min
♥ Hyung Jun

2010-06-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

whoa !
2 more days school reopen .
LOL feel sad .
so fast needa back to school .
next hols needa wait long time .

ytd watched World Cup Argentina vs Korea .
omgg . Argentina 4 - 1 Korea .
LOL Korea football team member dont sad dont sad .
do well on the next match vs Nigeria !

That day went to a CD shop with ♥ Liyin and ♥ ChengLi .
WOW !
I saw SS501 " Destination " Special Edition !
OMFG ! thats COOOOL
but kesian , I no money bring it back .
needa RM120 . but wait for me .
I will bring you back one day :) ♥

♥ SS501 won the Music Bank today !
congratss boyss ! ♥
but they never attend the Music Bank today LOL .
and that is also so called the "GoodBye Stage" of their " Destination " album promote .

DSP Media today announced that SS501 members contract ended
and their promotion activities ended in the middle of June.
currently all members had stopped their activities ,
DSP Media has nothing to do with the members .
♥ HyunJoong's representation said that he is comfirmed not able to attend the Golden Melody Awards .

* T.T why you dont attend ?!
♥ HyungJun and ♥ JungMin had agreed to attend ,
as for ♥ YoungSaeng and ♥ KyuJong are still reconsidering .

* awww both of you must attend !

AHHHH !

so fast GoodBye Stage ady !

how sad :(((

but as leader HyunJoong say ,

Please Believe In Us ( SS501 ) .

so I will wait for you guys new comeback !

2010-06-10T02:29:00.004+08:00

Today went tuition with ♥ Liyin , ♥ ChengLi , ♥ KikiAnne and ♥ Lam Lam .
had alot of fun with 4 of them there .
This Sunday got a camp at TTC .
hope it will be very FUN !
♥

Hmph .
Tmr going to Penang with family and cousin .
gonna go sleep soon .
tmr gonna go airport at 11am ,
its 1pm flight I think .
and I haven pack anythings .
im just late for everything lol .

LOL im just here to update for Lam Lam ,
cause I promise her that today I will post and got her name inside .
so , can you see your name ?
LAM LAM ! HAHAHAHHA :)

* ~~RANDOM~~

2010-06-08T22:34:00.012+08:00

Today is the date
June 8th

Five year ago
An idol group with five talented, handsome boy

Kim Hyun Joong 김현중 ♥

Heo Young Saeng 허영생 ♥

Kim Kyu Jong 김규종 ♥

Park Jung Min 박정민 ♥

Kim Hyung Jun 김형준 ♥

Five of them
Who carrying and following the same dream together
Become one as

SS501 ♥

Super
Star
5
0
1

Five members united as one FOREVER !

Their Debut Stage

FIVE YEARS LATER

They keep their promise for Fans

Five of them are still together with us

Triple S
who support them no matter what happen
with our heart full of L.O.V.E. ♥

Today is the date we should memorize forever
Here I want to say to them ,

You may not know how you change my life
You may not know how you mean to me
You may not know how I need you in my life
You may not know how I want to be with you all

I just don’t really know how to express my feeling in deep
I just want to say from my heart

I LOVE YOU ~ 사랑해요 ~

Even though I am not with you all from day one
However

I will definitely with you all

UNTIL FOREVER 영원토록

CONGRATULATION lovely boys on this 5th years .

It is a very long yet hard journey .

a journey that record the 5 lovely boys development from a small boy turned into a SEXY man with " Destination " ep .
Nevertheless , the met so many hardship , working hard just to reply Triple S .

now , SS501 is one of the TOP BOY BAND in Korea .

when they just debuted /:

5 years after debuted .

Hopefully there will be many many many more years to go ! ♥

FIVE FOREVER AS ONE !

2010-06-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH !
Today I watched " Thanks For Waking Me Up " again .
omfg .
the 5 boys really CUTE !
* I guess everyone know who is the 5 boys right ? HAHAHAHHA

those video aired kinda long time ago .
it was aired at the end of 2005 when they just debuted .
lol they look SO SO cute and sweet .
and they were so young that time ngek ngek .
Hyun Joong and Young Saeng were 19 years old
* also counted 20 years old
Kyu Jong , Jung Min and Hyung Jun were 18 years old
* also counted 19 years old

I love their sleeping face ♥

Tmr ,
June 8th .
SS501 5th Anniversary .
it's 5 years since their debut .
they end their contract with DSP Entertaiment .
so , what will happen ?
im worried .
i meant it .

* Tonight Music High sounds sad .

dont know why :((

2010-06-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday
생일축하합니다
お诞生日おめでとうございます

July 6th

PowLee aka BoBo ♥
Sweet 15th

Thanks for always listen my sad and weird story ,
Thanks for always helping me and study and when im in trouble ,
cant wait for the next outing with you on July 17th after the last time we went out together .

July 7th

Kim Sang Beom ♥

I miss the Soo Yi Jeong ♥ in " Boys Over Flower "

* BoBo , I put you and Kimbeom in same post , happy ? HAHAHAHHA !

2010-06-06T22:08:00.001+08:00

OH NO !
BIG BIG BIG BIG DAY TODAY !

HAPPY HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO
Kim Hyun Joong , leader of SS501
sweet sweet 24th
* also counted as 25th HAHAHAH !
best leader ever ♥

현중 , 생일 축하 ♥
당신을 사랑합니다 !

2010-06-04T23:22:00.001+08:00

OH YEAH BABY ~
second exam is finally over .
so now im enjoying my 2 weeks holidays !
but guys , dont forget .
PMR also coming HAHAHAHAH !

omfg .
I have wait today , JUNE 4th for so long !
LOL today is SS501 Comeback Stage at Music Bank .
" Love Ya " and " Let me be the one " =X
I watched LIVE at KBS World .
I keep shouting and cheering for them in front the televisyen LOL .
my mum ran out to the living room and see what happened HAHAHAH !
WOWOWW ! thats really awesome ~
BRAVO ! ♥

SPECIAL FOR LIYIN AND LAM LAM :/
uhm ,
tmr im going to aunty house and have steamboat with cousin .
and I will over night there .
cant tweetsss with both of you ady .
but both of you must tweetss me oke ?
hehehhehehehhe :)

LOVE YA ~

2010-05-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

Hmphhh !
now only I know the DSP Entertaiment had released
♥ ss501 ` s new Mini Album " Destination " ONLINE few days ago .
LOL so confused .
some news is 31th but some is 27th DUH !
even U-KISS ` Alexander support this album at his tweet !
serious , " Let me be the one " really nice ! ♥

Today was so LOL .
gonna be crazy HAHAHAHHAHA !
i wake up at 1 pm smthg .
after " breakfast " study the Novel .
until half I go watched " 仍想结婚的女人 " .
WOW ! finally finished this drama .

After that went down watched Music Bank .
that time raining so heavy ,
luckily the rain stop =X
but front of the Music Bank always not nice .
so , today ♥ Super Junior on Music Bank .
omfg ! they look so COOL !
i like their performance so much .
and they won the Music Back today . congratss !
* Liyin , Kyu Hyun so cute ♥
besides that , stil got CN Blue , f(x), 4 minute and Wonder Girls .
next week ss501 will on Music Bank too !
after Music Bank ,
watched " World Date with Kim Beom " .
whoa !
♥ Kim Beom was cute !
5 of his fans from different country went Jeju Island with him .
they stil had pyjamas party at night at his room .
Kim Beom decorate the room for 5 of them with pink balloon .
and the " Candle Road " .
OMFG ! thats so SWEET !

Went Subang Carefour with family for dinner .
after that went Summit USJ .
mum and dad keng gai with the crystal shop boss until so late .
all the shops closed and so less people .
lol guess what I do ?
HAHAHAHAHAH ! im " jogging " over there .
I run up and run down .
wow . first experience for " jogging " at shopping complex .
thats fun !
before back home ,
we went ss2 for desert .

Urgh !
Today the connection was LAG .
cant listen Music High properly .
♥ Hyung Jun sang at Music High just now .
cant even listen properly !
ewww !

* currently listen to ss501 " Love Ya " .

here is the teaser of " Love Ya " .

June 4th

Comeback

2010-05-27T23:38:00.001+08:00

Awww !
Tmr Wesak Day .
HAHAHAHAHA ! so no school tmr :)
Ummm so im listening Music High again .
although dont know what he talking ,
I never felt bored and I really enjoy .
I love holiday midnight ♥

OHMYGOD .
watched last Saturday Korea " Dream Concert 2010 " video .
and listened ss501 sang " Let me be the one "
the only word I can say is ,
BRAVO ! ♥

and Hyung Jun `s " Teary Eyed " during the performance .
pretty baby ! dont cry ~
* HAHAHAHHA ! as I say at the last week post ,
the boys were touched =X

They singing at Dream Concert 2010 .

I watched the video that they sang " Let me be the one " at " Dream Concert 2010 "
and Hyung Jun ` s " Teary Eyed " during performance scene
dont know why sdly I feel touched and my tears drop .
seriously , " Let me be the one " really really nice .
this song will be in their ComeBack Album .
so , May 31th they will release their album .

Holy Shit .
I totally dont have the exam mood .
feel SO SO LAZY to answer all those question !
就像一场梦，
还有一个星期的梦
我会继续发梦的 !!

2010-05-22T23:49:00.006+08:00

Awww !

Today Dream Concert 2010 at Korea .

I wish I could be there T.T

Today just doing nothing at home .

decided to study but feel lazy when open my books .

so I take my nap .

after wake up watch 2 hours movie then went for dinner with grandma and grandpa .

came back online and doing nothing .

so I wasted my 24 hours again !

but tmr gonna study !

im SERIOUS !

dont know why sdly headche and so EMO .

* sorry woonhow .

i never meant that you are annoyed .

im not angry with you ok .

just dont feel like wanna reply

sorry , i just dont know how to explain .

Ummmm ,

why everyone said that AB blood type people mind hard to understand ?

wow , really that hard to understand what im thinking ?

HAHAHAHAHA !

Hmmm ,

and I dont understand .

why everytime i watch ss501 's video i just cant stop smile or laughing ?

even though im really EMO that time .

* LOL . im listening HyungJun Music High now ♥

too bad ! cant understand what he talking T.T

but i can understand poeple name and song name :)

Hyung Jun look like GIRL here HAHAHAHHA !

Jung Min so SEXY !

WOOTSSS !

ss501 's Comeback Album Pre-Order is on May 24th .

SIGH ! im poor T.T

they will released their album ' Destination ' at May 31th

they also will on MusicBack at June 4th for their Comeback !

awwww ~

I just saw smthg that touched .

wowowowowowo ! it's all about ss501

ngek ngek ~

HyungJun got new massage at DSP .

and what HyungJoong said at the Dream Concert =X

LOL ok !

i know im almost crazy .

so i never post up what HyungJun wrote at DSP and what HyunJoong said at the DreamConcert HAHAHAHAHAHAA !

the boys are touched ♥

Pearlite green owner, Triple S

2010-05-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA !
since im a kind kind kind girl ,
and so many sorry at my chat box there .
eeeeee , I NEVER ANGRY !
blekkk :)

woots .
today should be happy one .
cause one of my baby boy , Hyun Joong was in a car accident ,
but luckily not serious .
and they willl released their Mini Album at 28th May .
I know its gonna be awesome !
LOL anyway im waiting =X
and then today first day went TTC tuition with Liyin .
uhm , 3 of us * ChengLi and Liyin * study together
sounds fun and COOOOOL !

BUT .
before I going to my room and study ,
I saw smthg that I should saw and totally destroyed my mood .
OHMYGOD .
YES . I WAS WRONG .
but you dont even know what happened that day .
you dont correct ALL .
cause you not that GOOD also !
you dont understand what she said me that day .
I know its PAST TENSE but I stil felt abit angry .
YESSSS !
If she know I scold her like that her heart will be very very very PAIN .
but , HOW ABOUT YOU ?
you also done many things and let her heart BROKEN .
until NOW , YOU NEVER CHANGED BEFORE !
seriously , I dont understand what 's so good about her .
now your turn use your brain to think .

2010-05-17T19:57:00.009+08:00

awww .

dont know why feel abit upset today .

eeeee .

I angry someone and make the someone angry me too .

* understand ?

aiyayaya dont know what happen also .

dont know why sdly really pissed off and I sked she will missunderstand LOL .

LOL .

today sdly think some things in the past .

and review last time post in wretch .

that time I was with YX .

and i realise that almost many post got her name after YX thingy .

last time she was important for me , guess so ?

should I remember our promise last year ?

* oh ya . now only I realise she haven sign for my bday LOL .

or should I just throw everythings ?

should I wear the blouse that she gave me ?

just sometimes feel that im not eligible to wear the blouse .

cause im not a good friend ,

serious ):

we have cold war all of sudden .

without a word , without any arguement

* so weird huh ?

until now I dont know what the proper reason .

SIGH '@@

dont know what happen to me .

sdly think of this kind of things .

I try hard to forget her , let everythings sleep .

ignore her , even act like I hate her .

I know I should let go .

just sometimes it is really hard for me .

BLA BLA BLA !

2010-05-16T22:51:00.002+08:00

WOW .
just back from Empire Shopping Mall .
Grrr ,
so many many Japansese food .
and kinda cheap .
HAHAHAHAHAHA !
but nowadays spend too much .
so just use daddy money buy a pack of Panda biscuit .
ngek ngek ngek ~
my Panda biscuit !

Uhm ,
exam coming really soon .
and I haven prepare .
help me help me .

2010-05-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

I miss someone ,
but I will never betray you ;
trust me . iloveyou

♥ liyinnn
♥ chenggggli
♥ munhoooow
♥ doublesfiveoone
* dll

2010-05-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

Woots !
Finally hand in my Sej Folio .
* congratssss
but the folio I do until like SHIT .
* Grrrr !
cause our group stil owe 1 Sumber for Elemen 1 .
* group members , kahhao, kennethteo, victoriachai, yuenjing

Puan.Shan ask us go library find the Elemen 1 .
Kenneth needa go Disiplin Room ,
Victoria not free ,
YuenJing needa help us photostat smthg .
so me and KahHao went library .
Liyin told us bout Sejarah de books all behind there .
then me and KahHao went behind and find .

OH MY GOD !
those books banyakk like hell !
KahHao told me he feels like die when see those books .
then I answer him , ME TOO .
when I look up to the bookshelf ,
I almost pengsannnn =X
but no choice , before I pengsann i still needa to find .
then KahHao find one side I find one side .
after that Liyin come and help .
* how kind is her ! HAHAHAHAH

after that YuenJing came and helped us .
she find magazine .
* but she macam doing her own things '-.-
me and KahHao continue .
until the first bell rang , we stil got NOTHING .
we found Chinese one but NO MALAY !
* screw you !
then Liyin, KahHao and me went back class .

wootts !
first time went library with Liyin and KahHao .
feel abit weird but quite fun there .

2010-05-04T21:46:00.004+08:00

Today after skul ,
went MidValley with ChengLi .
just go there for our lunch .
we go there by bus .
* LOL first time go out with ChengLi xD

Ytd YuenJing went MidValley with ChengLi also .
and she brought 2 Donnut for me .
HAHAHAH ! Thanks alot !

When we walking and wana go inside ,
sdly got 2 guy call us and ask us to support their art thingy .
then they ask us to write name on a paper .
as you all know , im really really kind .
so I take the paper he gave me and write my name .
then he asked me go beside and write LOL .
then he ask me so so many crap .
he ask me
* how old are you ?
* you dont look like 15 years old .
* ajak bf here izit ?
* got bf onot ?
* come here for what ?
* why never bring my lunch ?
* decide eat what for my lunch ?
* can I bring you back home ?

at this time , I started dulan .
until I write the last box I stoped .
then he ask me wana support them how much .
got RM5 - RM60
that time I was just like
SIGH . apa ini ?
he keep asking me give money and I keep saying that I no money
* serious I reali poor ok T.T
Finally I beh tahan and pull ChengLi shirt .
* ChengLi standing beside me and 1 guy is asking her for money too .
then the guy say I give RM 5 and ChengLi give RM 5
I straight told them that ChengLi dunwan share the money with me .
then pull ChengLi leave the place with my dulan-ness =X

After that we had lunch .
finish lunch then we walk around MidValley .
then back to TTC .
we talk talk talk .
HAHAHAHA talked so many things .
sdly feel like get closer with ChengLi
talked some heart thingy ngek ngek ~

2010-05-02T16:51:00.003+08:00

501 day new album pictorial released !

SS501′s unveiled the pictorial of 501day comeback album at midnight of May 1st

It opened last February at Asia Tour ‘persona’ encore performance on the stage that 501-day designated as 1st day of May , the originated day promised to release an album of SS501 .

Although the album is released, not with the fans to keep the promise of the album, but some pictorial cuts has been shown in public .

SS501’s company DSP Entertainment announced that the boys would be making the first step of their comeback on May 1st. Well, unlike other singers, they kept their promise and didn’t postpone the date. Luckily for fans, they released individual pictorial just in time.

The photos are abit scary and you can barely distinguish who’s who, but at the same time, they are sexy in a mysterious way. The website’s server is already down which shows that their new album is already receiving a hot response from the public.

wow really super duper on their comeback and new songsss !
* ohmygod I cant wait anymore !

Happy Belated 501 Day
♥

2010-04-30T22:14:00.006+08:00

Woots !
Today went Sunway Amp Square with sis .
take bus to there with WoonHow and Brandon Chua .
cause me and sis dont know how to take bus =X
know WoonHow since st.3
first time take bus wit him but kinda weird hehehe .
ChengEn met us half way .
really cooool !
we sang for 3 hours and 2 person total rm 18 +
after that ChengEn fetch us back .
so tired . rest for 2 hours then tuition .
after tuition dad told us tmr stil going to Cameron Highland .
* cause of bro ` asma , dad canceled the trip ady one LOL .
woww ! so so many homework la ADUH .
today midnight cant listen Music High
* sorry BABY !
and tmr midnight canot tweetssss with LiYin ♥ ady
* sob sob

anyway .
Tmr is a big big big day for every Triple S
and all green peas , too !
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA !
Tmr May 01 ,
ss501 comeback day , with their new album .
but abit afraid that they will dalay their ' 501 ' album .
cause that day HyunJoong did said smthg about late in preparation of the new album
at Japan Saitama Arene Concert .
and they nothing bout the album like pre-promotion , photo shootings etc .
I really have a feeling that this album will be delayed .
LOL acctually they dont need to rush .
just hope they will come out with the BEST album .
uhm just wait until tmr ,
or the official announcement .
ngek ngek but really excited now !
cause Korea time gonna 12am .
* WoonHow tell you so , I will count down HAHAHHA !

05 minutes more
ss501 comeback day ♥

May 01 ,

501 ! ♥

2010-04-25T18:58:00.002+08:00

OMG !
Finally finished my homeworkss
now going to do the Sej Folio .
Today whole day just doing the ZuoWen .
finally I finished it .
I almost take 3 hours to do it !
omfg ` I hate writting chinese word .
so damn ugly and hard to write !

ss501 - Love Like This Teaser

ss501 - Love Like This MV

The first one is Teaser ,
second one is MV .
omfg `
i love this mv so so much !
they look cool , serious .
never watch is stupid ok ! =X

6 more days

ss501 comeback day !

2010-04-23T21:31:00.005+08:00

I just played the Facebook ` BFFS List .
* an unexpectedly answer !
the First 'BFFS' is just a stranger for me .
NO ! should say we act like stranger ?
if last time mayb yes , thats a right answer .
the answer not satisfied for me ,
naturally I will click Skip and played second time .
LOL . who know stil is the same answer .
so I never post it up ,
since not the answer I want and not the right person .
and needa to avoid some missunderstand .

ss501 ` blog updated some picha today ! * Triple S update
ss501 at Gimpo airport departure to Japan Hallyu Concert ( Amorino ) .
OH YES !
guess what ?
tonight can listen to Hyung Jun ` Music High !

they are shooting for ONstyle interview prior to their departure at Gimpo airport to Japan .
Saengie ` pose was so COOOOOL !
it acctually interview outside the Gimpo airport X)
* the 4 boys were there except HyunJoong

WOW ! can see that ? BabyJun ` LV Bag .
he love LV Bag so so much :D
just like I love him so so much .
maybe more than that . * who know ?

ILOVESS501

100 post !

2010-04-22T20:48:00.006+08:00

OMFG !
this few week gonna be very very busy .
today I started a new tuition class , Math only .
oh my god the teacher so FIERCE !
I been there got 4 hours then just sitting there do the Algebraic Expression .
but the teacher macam tot i very pro .
YES ! common factor I dont know that is that ,
Form 2 Algebraic Expression I also dont know how .
SO WHAT ?! my Math weak like hell ok .

* acc weak than the hell SIGH !
not every CHS student also like the 2 girls so pro ok ?
they know how to do SPM Math but I dont know how to do Form 1 Math .

So here is the GOOD NEWS !
Tmr I will be going there again .
4.30pm until 10pm .
hyper excited right ?!
and just now she gave me 50 Algebraic Expression de ques to do .
50 ques not that much but today I busy like hell .
I got Sastera needa copy , 2 Contoh Karangan needa copy , Sej Esei and Folio ,
抄范文 and 作文 .
Saturday mayb going also , and I dont know when needa pass up the Geo Folio .
most serious things is now I really sleepy .
my sis still ajak me tmr after skul go sing k .
now go sing the STUPID IDIOT MATH !
feel like die-ing now .

I want ice cream so badly now !
cause ice cream cure everything for me .
really down and tired now .
no jokes and those fking thingy again please !